and i cautiously seek for an answer
a way to make sense of everything
a way to be my own doctor and patient
a way to look at it objectively
and i desperately seek for an answer
to analyze what happened, how it's made me who i am
to process it bit by bit
i'd relive it just to understand
i will never put together why you did what you did
was it my bad,
my bad?
YOU ARE READING
to all the things i'd like to say but can't
Poetrymiscellaneous poetry diary WARNING: slight mentions of suicide end of april 2022 - ____ 2022 don't ghost read! votes + comments are appreciated :] any constructive criticism you have about my writing is very much appreciated and may be provided...
