It's always telling yourself
just 1 and it will be better,
just 1 and I'll feel fine, just 1
and it won't be noticeable,
just 1 and it won't sting laterBut it's never really just 1,
is it? it starts off as 1 but
then oh there's 1 more
and another because at
that point you have lost
yourself and don't even
realizes what you are doingBut it doesn't matter
because it was just
supposed to be 1 more,
right
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I'm not okay
Short StoryThis book has some triggering topic about self harm, eating disorder tendencies, body image issues and much more like this They will for the most part be pretty short pieces about what I had said it may contain some may be a bit longer then other...