Just 1...and 1 more

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It's always telling yourself
just 1 and it will be better,
just 1 and I'll feel fine, just 1
and it won't be noticeable,
just 1 and it won't sting later

But it's never really just 1,
is it? it starts off as 1 but
then oh there's 1 more
and another because at
that point you have lost
yourself and don't even
realizes what you are doing

But it doesn't matter
because it was just
supposed to be 1 more,
right

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