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The Race of His Life S2 Ep23

No! Me and Barry yelled and our dad fell to the floor on his knees

Dad? Dad? Hey! Hey! Hey, look at me. Look at me dad. Barry said as we ran to our dad

Don't leave. Not again. Not again. Dad! Come on. Come on. Come on. It's all right. No dad. I said crying

Dad Barry kept yelling then we knew our dad was dead

No dad. Barry cried

I told you family was a weakness. You feel the anger don't you, flash, blaze? And now... The three of us are the same. Jay said

No! No! Barry yelled speeding to Jay pushing him against the wall

There you go flash! Use your anger, just like I did. Jay said then they both sped out the house but I felt like I couldn't move then I sped out of the house leaving my dad's body I went to the empty field and sat on the grass crying

Next day funeral

The funeral was going on right now in the cemetery but I wasn't there I am at my house punching a punching bag I and imagining that it is Zoom to get the anger out of me but it's not working

I have been doing this all day

It is now night outside and I am still punching the bag I am sweaty and I am angry then earlier I threw a glass table across the room so there is glass on the floor I broke the punching bag so I went to the couch and layed on it I slowly went to sleep

Next day star labs

I am walking to the cortex I have sun glasses on to cover my red eyes from crying

Have anyone seen Alex since that night I heard Caitlin ask

No he didn't even come to the funeral Joe said and I walked in

I'm right here I said then walked over to a chair and sat down

Zoom wants me to race him Barry said

Okay I shrugged

don't you want to know what he said about you Barry asked me

No but why does he want to race you I asked him

He wants to destroy Earth 2 Cisco said

Okay so race him you just have to win so it won't work I said

I know I will Barry said

Okay then I'll see you guys later I said then walked out to the hall

Alex wait I heard Caitlin say

Yes Caitlin i said

Are you okay you didn't come to the funeral I was worried about you Caitlin said

You don't need to be worried I'm fine I said to her

Are you sure look I just want to know if you won't go crazy and try to kill Jay because he killed Henry Caitlin said

Can we both talk about this I asked

No I think we need to talk about this tell me you won't become like zoom and kill him Caitlin said

Cait I don't want to talk about this okay I said putting my hand on her face

Please just give give me a answer Caitlin said

You really want to know if I had the chance to kill zoom I will take it because that is the second parent I saw die I'm not even over my mom's death because I couldn't save either of them and I hate myself for that I said

You can't kill zoom then you might turn into him Caitlin said putting her hands on my face

Yes I can and I will I won't turn into him I said then turned around and I felt something get stabbed in my shoulder I turned around and saw that Caitlin stabbed me with a tranq dart