Playing with the Bad Boy [COMPLETED]

Chapter 37- FLASHBACKS

A/N: binasa niyo ba yung announcement? Aba dapat oo. Dapat binabasa niyo rin 'to. Sapakin ko mga utak niyo eh. Joke love u all. Always remember u are all worthy and only u can define urself. Don't let anyone look down at you, oke? Anywayss,,, flashbacks ang mga nangyayari dito sa mga susunod na chapters.

FJ'S POV.

..FLASHBACKS..

Napaupo ako sa corner ng kama ko. I've never been so worried about someone. Nagwoworry talaga ako para kay Luna. It's been a week nang ma-coma siya. And it's been a week since the last she opened her eyes.

Pinakiusapan ni Tito Luis ang hospital para sa cctv footage. I mean, hindi niya talaga pinakiusapan ito kasi ospital naman nila 'to. He is the boss here. So, why pleasing your employees, right?

Nakita namin na may mga impostor na nagpanggap na doctor para turukan nang kung anong drugs si Luna na kinadahilan ng kanyang coma. We already consulted a real doctor. She said na there's a big chance that Luna can still open her eyes and continue her life. Pero ang sabi samin maaring after a year or years bago siya makamulat ulit ng mata dahil sa lakas ng droga na pinagturok sakanya.

I got some camera and some sd card.

Para kapag nagising si Luna, tas hindi na para sa isa't isa ang mga puso namin, ay makikita niya pa rin kung paano ako nagantay.

I still go to school to pursue my course.

...

"Hi Luna! Its day 107 since you opened your eyes. I'm still waiting for you to wake up. I'm here at the store where we first met. Shoe shop. Naalala mo pa ba nung nagagawan tayo sa sapatos?" Natatawa kong sabi.

Nagmumukha akong vlogger and at the same time tanga. I recorded myself everyday whenever I got a free time. In our school, the places where we spent time together. Hindi na nga ako masyado makapag-hangout kila Dabid kasi I want to tell the camera how my day was. How sad I am.

...

"Its day 239.." i said with a sad tone in the camera.

"I'm sorry, Luna." I said. I want to tear up. I want to cry. I want to shout because it hurts. It hurts so much.

"I met a girl named Angel." I said with a shaky voice.

"And I felt so happy. I felt happiness. It felt so right. Mas masaya ako kapag kasama ko siya kaysa nung mga oras na nakasama kita...." I said.

"She is so kind, simple, loving. Her name suits her very well." I said while smiling.

I never felt this kind of happiness in my life.

I thought I can't live without Luna. But now, I already let go of her. I already set myself free.

Now, I chose myself first before someone else.

"This may hurt you, us. But, I think, I'm in love with another." I said. I can't even look directly at the camera.

"Her name was Angel Jones." I said.

"I met her when I was in America. If you remember the video I took. Day 159 non eh." I said.

I never felt so happy in my life.

....

Its graduation day. Its been 4 years since Luna opened her eyes. And it's been 4 years since Me and Angel were together. I courted her for 4 months and we became couple.

"Fernando Jose Santiago. Cum laude." As I heard my name, i immediately go to the stage to have my deploma and medal. I graduated as a cum laude and after I graduated, i immediately apply in a company.

I trained for almost a year until I become a flight attendant. Also called, hosts.

I have my duties and offs. Angel and I were lived in.

"Hi Luna. It's 1497 days since you opened your eyes." I said to the camera. I continue recording myself and minsan ay sinasama ko si Angel.

Angel understands me about filming myself for Luna. Kwinento ko sakanya ang mga nangyari noon samin ni Luna.

She already accepted na si Luna ang first love ko. Basta raw siya ang last love.

"Baby, say hi to Luna" i said.

"Hi Luna!" She said before going to her laptop again. She's still studying. Studying medicine.

"Mmm i want to propose to Angel, Luna." I said to the camera.

So i planned how, when and where.

"Angel." I said before kneeling on my knees.

"Will you marry me?" I asked while opening the small box in my hand with a ring inside of it.

She still in shock but she immediately said yes.

I was the happiest person in the earth when I she said yes.

Sometimes I'm crying with Luna. I tell her all the difficulties and challenges I received. Now, I'm totally happy and sana matanggao niya iyon.

I hope she can accept it when she finally open her eyes.

"Day 1511"

"How are you doing? I knoe I looked stupid about filming myself even though I have already a fiance. But, this is for closure." I said

"Closure HAHA. Ano ba ang closure?"

"Anyways, i just wanted to say sorry. I'm sorry for getting tired of waiting. I lost hope." I said.

"I didn't have so much faith in you. I'm sorry for betraying you. This is the last day I'm going to film myself. Every night, i feel so guilty about loving another woman." I honestly said.

"Kasi alam ko sa sarili ko na malakas ka at kaya mo pang gumising. Pero nagpatalo ako sa sarili ko."

"Kalaban ko ang sarili ko simula nung na-coma ka." I said.

"I'm fighting myself everyday."

"And it's really stupid. Kasi kahit anong desisyon ang gawin ko, sarili ko pa rin ang mananalo."

"So, i chose to let us go. I set myself free." I said with a sincere smile on myself.

"I'm sorry for hurting you. Your family. For betraying all of you." I said.

"And by the way, i sent an invitation to your house and to your hospital room for my wedding. If ever na gising ka na sa araw na yon, sana ay makaattend ka." I said and then I stopped filming myself.

Parang may naalis na mabigat sa dibdib ko nang i-video ko ang last video ko na yon.

I never loved myself like this. And I don't want to ruin or hurt myself anymore for a person.

I love her, but i love myself more.

I loved her.

But it's all in the past now. Because I can't see myself with her in the future. I can't see myself having a family with her. I can't see myself loving her anymore.

........<3