As a girl growing up in the ghetto I've got big dreams. Many may say I'm hype but to be honest I don't care. I have to get away from these people they called family .
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"Alyssa, wake up and come guh a shop guh buy something fimi deh. Yuh mussi a breed mek uh can sleep suh?" My mother ask waking me up.
She's always like this. Like if uh nuh like mi just say that.
Oh wait she did.....lol.
"Mommy, yuh know mi did a study last night, remember CXC is right around the corner," I told her but as expected she didn't care about me nor my future. She always say things like "yuh mash up mi life" or "mi wish me did dash uh weh".
But a life yaw, naw argue wid a soul weh IQ lower than mine.
Remember people mi neva trouble this lady fi mek mi born into this cruel world enuh but a my fault.
Ok Einstein, shoulda lock uh foot and stop tek out uh problem them on me.
I've accepted it still that's why I'm working hard fi get mi scholarship to go to college and move out.
"Alyssa mi nuh give a fuck enuh. By the way who a pay fi dem subject deh?, Fi uh guh mash up who fa money?" she said giving me the list and the money fi guh buy what she wanted.
I looked up at her, she cyaa serious. I like to think I'm a tough person but this a break mi heart differently.
Yaw mi mada, fuck uh mean.
"Mommy uh cah do this to me remember mi tell uh long time" This lady is really cruel to her own pitney. "Stop calling me mommy, Likkle gyal and get up!" She shouted. "Guh duh weh mi tell uh,all uh good fah a sleep, and nyam craven gyal" she hissed as she cut her eyelids exiting the room.
Yes people this is the life of your girl Alyssa Stevenson.
After my soppy time of crying, I got up to freshen up and went shopping for this lady. She carries me but she's no mother.
Did I forget? Yes, I live with her, my perverted stepfather, and his two sons. One of them is just like him; a pervert while the other is like my best friend. He always comes through for me, saying he always wanted a sister over his ugly brother.
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"Pssst, Aly wa that a shake round deh suh suh" this ugly man pan the corner seh. "I'll really appreciate it if you'll just stop call my name out of your mouth, you're like 45 and yaw look a 17 year old should a shame frownzy bwoy" I said walking away and lowe dem mek them chat cause not one of dem bout ya know how nuh part a me stay.
And it aguh stay like that crawsis dem be bout yah, KMT.
"Yuh love gwan like uh hype gyal" he's still behind me a bite up himself. "Then a suh me hurt you sir, mek uh walk mi dung fi tell mi "I'm hype." Mi really affi a look pan him.
Stay bad nuh blct.
"Mek mi tell uh this yaw nuhbody but a dog yer that" He shouted a tuff up him face like I'm afraid a him. " miss D sell mi 3lb a chicken parts, 2lb cow foot, and 5lb a rice cause a cyaa me Mr. one underpants a stop wid" I trolled to the shopkeeper.
"Likkle gyal uh naw nuh mannaz" him still a chat. "nope, cause yaw gwan like uh have ticket fi mi gwaan yah sir" I said walking out the shop fi gaw mi yaad.
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As I reached inside and saw my stepfather outside sitting down. I said morning and was about to pass when I heard him say "A which man uh down a miss D shop a talk to" voice lace with anger. "Mi nuh know what you a talk bout enuh" I said pushing pass him to enter inside. "Alyssa nuh play wid mi, the fuck uh mean uh nuh know. Ohh a true uh pussy and breast get fat mek uh a gwan like uh big. Mek mi tell uh dhiss nuh fuck uh self r yaw guh regret it yer Alyssa" he shouted in my face getting up.
God just get mi out.
You're probably wondering why the hell he talks to me like that well let's say my mom is the cause.... each time I will tell her I feel uncomfortable with him she will beat me and tell him to spend time with me. When I told her he was trying to touch my breast she said that he was a father figure it's normal. That's when I started to hate him and her.
Luckily I had Chad, when I told him about it he slept at my room door making sure his dad never enter to him I'm grateful.
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"Yo bawl head wa gwaan, uh nuh miss mi" I heard Chad voice and look up. " brite ee bout bawl head" I said pouting. "All inna your mind uh think uh cute." He said looking at me laughing. "Mi know mi nice" I said standing to hug him he was on a football training camp.
"Mi aguh bade and fawud back mi waa uh tell mi what's up in your life" he said before leaving.
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"Yow Taeh line up a new school fimi guh deh enuh cause mi nuh like drama enuh fam, cause mi cyaa belive dem gyal ya". I told my bestfriend. These girls here really naav nuh ears. That's why me nuh deal wid the love thing. That anuh fi me at all, mi not even think mi waa live past twenty five.
Fuckry
"Ahh everything done mi g" he ensured. "Addi same school as buss man dem still enuh" him continued telling me." I'm not going to school to watch man if him waa watch mi a feem business. "badman mi nuh give a fuck a true mi nuh waa duh them four ya a private institute again enuh cause mi waa ave likkle normal inna mi life. Plus mi fuck all addi gyal dem a Spanish Town high already mi need di change" he started laughing.
Just one phone call.
"Suh weh uh seh everything set fi Eltham High Monday" I ask again cause I know da bredda ya mad sometimes enuh so I have to ask again. "yea bredda, stop question man nuh dawg" A pussy enuh a swear to uh. "suck uh self n gwan man pussy" I replied and he started laughing.
----------- You're maybe wondering who am I don't? I'm chevauhgn but everybody call mi Torcha. I'm going to leave your imagination wild on why I was given that name but I'll tell you this, when ya'll was playing with truck and dolls I was counting bullet and turning knife.
----------- LOOK WHO THE FUCK IS BACK😭😭 Hello 👋 peeps my first chapter.
