Yes i am crying because i didn't get any chicken nuggets from McDonald's & i got it after crying my eyes out just for it to be cold
But i ordered uber eats and my food came in hot so it made me better, but this first trimester sickness is not a joke
Literally fuck morning sickness like mother fucker i just opened my eyes can we calm down a bit ?
Not gonna lie i don't think i'm EVER getting pregnant again , literally i walked down the laundry detergent aisle and was at the tip like the thin ass tip to throwing up i had to quickly scan my stuff and go home and didn't even get what i wanted to get
So von had to get the rest for me , but speaking about the nigga he has been very helpful and gentle with me during my pregnancy and gives me space
a little too much space ... but still i be chilling n shit and he be helping
"Aye jasmine" i hear von say my name from the bathroom while he shaves his beard
"What ?" i reply to him then taking another scope of yogurt
He smacks his lips and looks at me at the side of his eye , "you lucky you pregnant but what chu finna name the baby ?" he ask me
"i don't know yet dayvon i gotta find out the gender first"
"But if it's a boy imma name him Roman koris or theio but for a girl imma name her iris naomi or yoselin" i inform him
"dem bitches different no cap but we gon think about it through the pregnancy" he says ending his shaving session
he walks up to me and kisses me on the forehead , "you want sum i'll buy them bitches for you right now" he tells me
"No not right now von i'm good just a bit sleepy" i tells him grabbing my blankets
"aight sleep well but i'm going to the studio real quick" he tells me getting his little shit
"alright bye " i tell him
2:33am i find myself throwing up my guts out in the toilet , von holds my hair up whlie i purge out
He is already use to it ...
I cleaned my mouth and went too sleep cause i'm feeling dizzy as fuck then wake up
"you understand me don't you" i tell him
"of course i do ma-" he says then getting cut off by banging on the door
He walks up to the door then i hear this , "dayvon where the fuck have you been , you don't answer my calls nothing , you haven't even been hanging out or talking to your son you such a fuck nigga" i hear a lady screaming from the door
"get the fuck out kema i ain't trying to deal with you today" he yells at her
"nahh but you know what where that hoe at where is she ?" she asks him whlie walking around the house
"ohh their she is , so your the bitch keeping my baby daddy away fro my son" she says walking towards me
i move back because one in pregnant and don't wanna hurt myself or my child
dayvon grabs her and throws her down the stairs , "get the fuck away from my wife" he yells at her
Wow why have he never told me he had a son or a baby mom ? This nigga ....
"you good jas ?" he ask me , "no dayvon ... why didn't you tell me you have a baby mom and a son ?" i tell him
"jas look i'm sorry , really i just been-" he says before i cut him off with me getting up and getting my stuff
"girl can you sit down , yo ass pregnant"
"oh i knew it the baby wasn't mine" he says with a grin on his face
"i'm not replying to you dayvon really" i said packing my shit
"alright go then , imma nice person so i wouldn't fuck you up ... for now" he tells me opening the front door for me
I left the house and walk out the neighborhood , lemme call my friend so i can sleep some where ... wait who is this
My mother ...
" hello " i say , "hey jasmine it's your mother , i'm off my addictions i'm fine now and better please accept my apology i love you" she says me
i don't even know what to say at this point ... but i love my mom though no bad blood in it
" can you come pick me up i'll send you my location so we can talk more " i tell her
"sure baby i'm on my way " she says hanging up the phone
