She Owned Me

Diecisiete

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Lisa POV

*Telephone unattended*

"Pick up! Pick up!"

I scream in frustration. I've been calling the phone house for a hundred times and it's driving me nuts!

How is it possible that nobody answering the phone!

*Phone unattended*

"PICK UP THE FUCKING PHONE!!"

My tears are lingering, I'm so mad that it makes me tear up

"Jay please... "

*Sniff*

"J-Jay.. baby please.."

I tried again

And again

But it's all useless

It's not even ringing

"Ahhh!!!!" I screamed, flopping down the floor as I cried

Hugging my knees, I keep on just crying because I couldn't do anything. The longing I have for my son, it hurts.

"Jay.. my baby please.. Mommy missed you so bad.."

I couldn't even remember the day I was brought in here. It feels like I'm going crazy that sometimes I am seeing my son from around the corner, smiling at me

I missed his laugh. The way he pouted whenever I'm scolding him. It's just too cute watching him being stubborn but showing me how much he loves me at the same time

Being here made me thinking of killing myself. I feel useless.

The only reason to keep myself sane is all because of my son. I will never leave him, I have to make sure he's safe.

I heard the door opened, I don't have to look up because living here in a short while, I've come to realized that nobody dares to enter in this room but Jennie and I only unless it's urgent or necessary

"Why are you balling in there like a lost child?" Jennie asked, tossing her bag on the couch

But didn't I already lost the moment I got here?

Still a stupid motherfucker!

I didn't say anything, leaning down my head on my knees and keeps on crying

"Tomorrow I'm going to get my stuff at school. Still don't wanna come with me?"

"Don't talk to me!" I glared up to her

She chuckled "What are you crying for, anyway? You know, if you want something.. you can just ask me anytime" she smirked

"And what?! With an exchange deal?! Fuck you!"

She shrugged, taking off her clothes "It's not like, I'm making it hard for you. Come on, don't be shy"

Due to too much madness and betrayal in my heart, I stand up and jump onto her. She was shocked as her back met the floor. She held my arm immediately, couldn't bare the lack of air as I am choking her

"I'm gonna kill you!" I scream, my tears falls down her chin

"Lisa c-calm down.. "

"No! If it wasn't you buying me I would've still beside my son and still happy! If it wasn't you and my selfish parents! *sob* I FUCKING HATE YOU ALL! DIE!"