The Reality [Jimin]

Depression

JIMIN'S POV

I saw the knife and cut my forearm 7-8 time. It fills so good. I kept doing it till I felt unconscious. I woke up with the knife still in my hand. The tears didn't stop and I didn't wanted them to. I again took the knife and begin cut my both hands and legs making injuries with a smile on my face. I didn't knew making injuries on ourselves felt so good. I am loving it. Someone came through the door and-

Jin JIMIN! What are you doing? Are you mad?

Jimin: Hyung she left me again like my  parents, why me??! I don't feel like living. I can't feel any emotion leaving pain and sorrow.

Jin: Jimin you know what have you did to yourself?!?

Jimin: Hyung it felt so good. 

Jin: Jimin [hyung took my name like he regretted everything and hugged me] Jimin are you mad if she doesn't loves you that means god has saved a better one dear; don't do this to yourself 

I clamed down a bit but I started crying.

Jimin: she said the same thing hyung.

Jimin: I was running far away could I be off world someday nobody knows hyung. she go perfect words to hurt me. Hurt me so good and deep. I can hear her saying the same things hyung I can't leave with such a torcher. Hyung let me free please, her back and forth is killing me hyung please. I am just a statue with no emotions now. I am falling apart just like I knew hyung. If she says no I imagined things they were better and I am here in a worse condition. I was cutting myself I felt alive and I won't complain but now let me free.

Jin: I am not gonna let you go any where Jimin; we all are with you. Others should be coming  in no time Jimin. I'll treat your wounds.

I didn't said any thing and let him whatever he wants.

Tae: JIMIN!!!!

Jimin: huhh? Tae.... [again tear left my eyes they didn't stop]

Tae: Jimin [he said in a soft tone and hugged me]

Jimin: Tae she said no...

author's POV 

Tae looked at every one with a defeated expression.

what will happen to Jimin? Will he recover?

Let's see in next episode...