things have gotten better, mostly. We've started moving stuff down to the basement, I got a fridge, recliner, television set, and my gaming setup to the main basement. We finally got rid of the big brown couch that's been there ever since dad got it for the family.
He's gone now, so I don't think he'll be too bothered by it going good to someone else. He's not dead. He and my mom divorced when I was 15/16.
It's about five to six years later, and I'm almost 21! Exciting, and I think I might go up to Boulder to celebrate with my mom. I really want to get corpse party on the switch, but I'm not sure if I'll like it. I think I'm going to marathon my other games to see if I still want corpse party.
Don't get me wrong, I still have my sad moments. They seem to be coming up more often than ever now. And I feel like everytime they come up, they get harder to manage. I've resorted to drinking and b/p behaviors again.
I hope it doesn't have to stay this way.......
