When love lasts- RAFE CAMERON

Chapter four

When she finally woke up she practically wanted to puke right then and there.
She felt absolutely horrendous.
"Shit" she mumbled to her self, grabbing her head trying to ease the agonising pain throbbing off of it.

Fuck

She sat up
Immediately remembering what had happen
It was all a bit blurry but she remembered Rafe, the jacuzzi, the kiss and then him stopping her.

Fuck
Fuck
Fuck

She felt and enormous wave of embarrassment wash over her causing her stomach to whirl.

Not sure if it was from the copious amounts of alcohol she consumed last night or the fact that she kissed one of her closest friends, and that he pulled away.

"What have I done" she half mumbled to herself placing her head in her hands

She looked beside her and there placed on her night stand was an Advil and a glass of water.
She smiled to herself guessing Topper had placed it there earlier this morning.
She placed the pill in her mouth and chugged the rest of her water.

She hopped out of bed and made her way to Toppers room, she was hoping Rafe wasn't there because she wasn't quite ready to deal with having to explain why she decided it was appropriate to climb on him and kiss him in a jacuzzi at 12 o'clock at night.

To her advantage, when she opened Toppers door it was just him lying in bed

"Hey livvy, you feeling okay?" He looked up at her
"No, I did something really stupid" she said walking up to his bed and plonking down on it

"Oh no what did you do" he said looking at her half smiling
"I kissed Rafe" she muffled out against one of his pillows.
"You what!" He said in shock
"I know I know, we were in the jacuzzi and I was really drunk and one thing lead to anoth-"
"Oh please tell me you two didn't"
"No no no, um he um... stopped me"

Topper looked at her with his eyebrows furrowed.
"Yeah he said I was too drunk and that he didn't feel comfortable doing anything while I was drunk so he stopped me"
"But drunk hookups are Rafe Cameron's forte" he said, stating the obvious.
"That's exactly what I thought, but anyways I guess he sees me more like a sister so it was probably weird for him and he didn't have the heart to say that"
She said chuckling to herself, but not a happy chuckle, more like a 'I hate my life and want to die' kind of chuckle.

"Just talk to him, maybe it's not what you think, maybe he just cares about you and actually didn't want to do anything while you were drunk" he said trying to reassure her
"Mmhm I will" she said looking at him with a half hearted smile

"I've gotta ask though, do you um, you know, do you like him?" He asks looking at her a bit more seriously
"No, well I've never thought about it, something just came over me last night." She admitted
"Okay well if you do you can tell me, and um, he's on his way here soo."
"Oh right okay, you guys do your thing I'm gonna go have a shower" she says smiling and getting up immediately heading for her room

At the country club

"Hey man I should probably tell you something" the Cameron boy said shielding his eyes from the blazing sun.

"My sister kissed you, yeah I know" Topper said hitting another ball with his club
"Oh, she um, she told you about that?"
Rafe asked rubbing the back of his neck out of nervousness

"Yeah bro she tells me everything" he said chucking to himself
"thanks for not doing anything though, you know, while she was drunk" he said looking up at his friend
"Yeah no definitely" he said still confused how Topper was so chilled about it, then again he was dating Rafes sister so he couldn't get too mad about it.