WHY ME?? (JJK FF)✔️

chp- 47

Jiyeon's Pov:

I felt everything surrounding me has stopped, I was feeling numb to everything , suddenly yesterday's scene flashedback how I just made jungkook to go to yn , i was feeling floor beneath me has been slide away , sliding down the wall i just clutched my heart cos I was feeling someone has been stabbing my heart on continuous basis, sudden lack of oxygen made me difficult to breath.

Honey, my kookie you met with an accident, I shouldn't have let you go on the first place, am the biggest bitch worst woman ever existed am sorry very sorry my love.

I was thinking to myself words were  struck in my throat I couldn't speak anything for a while, tears flowing down from my eyes continously as I hugged my knees tightly and cried loudly,

"j-jungkook my love am sorry for letting you go am so s-sorry"
muttering to myself I just hugged myself tightly. There was sudden feeling of seeing jungkook appeared I wanted to see him I wanted to hear him , unless and untill I won't talk to him I'll be feeling like am dying each passing second.

picking up my phone and dialing jungkook's number I bring the phone near my ears eagerly waiting for him to pick up the call and after 30 seconds IVR said
"the number you're trying to reach is not answering pls try again later"

my heart just sank in my belly when I didn't get any answer from him, I cried more and again dialed the number.
"pls pick up the call my love am sorry"
I was talking to myself and brought the phone near to my ear waiting for him to answer the call but again after 30 seconds of ring still there wasn't any reply from his side,
I just felt numb and covered my mouth trying to control my heavy breaths not to lose my conscious self,

"no he is fine, yn told me he is fine he is definitely fine there he will be picking my call up"
I was just trying not to lose any hope I just wanted to know that he is doing fine there I was dying to hear is voice, after giving twenty calls still there wasn't any reply from him.
heaving a tired sigh and resting my head against the wall I gave another call with my swollen eyes I just placed my hands on my neck with the hope that sooner or later he is definitely gonna pick the call up,
I closed my eyes as a tear rolled down when the call was still ringing but no reply and my eyes opened up within seconds and I got to hear
"hello" from the other side from him
I closed my eyes at the relief and let the tears just flow down, I just can't even express in words how much happy and relived I was after hearing from him

"hello jiyeon?" I got to hear my name from his angelic voice it was music to my ears,
"k-kookie" I manged to say his name from my dry throat
"k-kookie you o-OK" I said choking on my own saliva
"jiyeon-ah? sweetheart why you crying is everything ok??" he asked me being concerned which made me feel more bad,
"am sorry kookie am s-sorry I shouldn't have let you go pls come back to m-me"
I said crying harder on the phone with my eyes shut tight
"calm down sweetheart ill be right there OK stop crying"
he said making me calm down but this dumb guy doesn't know I can't be ok with the fact that he met with an accident yesterday, I wish I could be there on his place.
"no kookie I shouldn't have let you go I - I should have stopped you from leaving you wouldn't have met with any damn a-accident"
I replied with lots of difficulties my throat actually started aching.

"accident? who told you about ac- ah I know this who must have told you this girl" I could feel frustration in his voice,
"okay so jiyeon listen to me no crying oka-" he was stopped on his mid sentence

jungkook's Pov :

I was shocked to see so many missed calls from jiyeon for a second my heart stopped beating thinking about the possibilities, shrugging off the negative I picked the call up only to hear her crying which honestly break my heart into pieces, cos I actually wasn't expecting or didn't want her to cry tho and after getting to know the reason I was so pissed that I wanted to shout yn for telling her that happened and bullshits and after all she wasn't at the fault either, her cryings got increase every passing seconds which was bothering me like anything