Tensegrity

Ch 8-part 1

Thanks to his strong identity as a beta male, he didn't even think of dating after the manifestation. After he entered college, he accidentally flirted a couple of times, but even then his partner was not an alpha male, but a beta female.

He's never had an alpha male that he can call friends in his entire life, and he thought there would never be one in the future.

"Sorry." Executive Director Min, noticing his embarrassment, went back to sit. When Junkyung was choking in embarrassment, Executive Director Min continued to speak. "Can I ask you a very personal question?"

There is only one question that must be personal in such a situation. Love experiences. When he tried to say that he has no experience, his mouth didn't open for some reason. I really hate being an Omega, so I tried to live as a single person, but it's so absurd that something like this is happening.....isn't that too harsh to say?

"Have you ever been with a male Alpha before..."

"Yes, I have." Junkyung spat out a lie, but it was too late. Executive Director Min's complexion has become more expressionless than before. Or stiff?

If he asks about male alphas, the only people Junkyung has personally met face to face are Hyun-Seung Min and Hyun-Woo Min. Even though alpha is not that common, Junkyung avoids the alpha he sometimes encounters. I am afraid I might be strangely twisted.

The frequent encounters with Executive Director Min and his younger brother were unavoidable because of his job as a bodyguard serving madam.

"Were you close with him?"

"Not particularly." Even if he told a big lie, it was unreasonable to fake every little detail. Also, the longer and more detailed a lie, the easier it will be exposed. Better to just not mention it. Above all, speaking informally is difficult not because the other person is an alpha male, but mostly because the other person is an Executive Director Min.

"I am sorry. It's because you are the Executive Director Min. Suddenly talking about a weak uterus and hearing something like that is so awkward....it's difficult for me. Please understand."

For example, let's think of the other person Executive Director Min as a giant tiger wandering through Siberia and Junkyung as a healthy medium-sized dog. No matter how friendly the tiger is with its big head and worrying about the internal organ of the other person, ordinary dogs are prone to heart attacks.

"All right." Fortunately, Director Min agreed instead of getting angry. "I was too hasty without considering Junkyung's position. Let's put it off speaking informally until we get used to each other later."

Will the day come where I will get used to it?

"If there's anything you feel uncomfortable or wish for anything other than the way we speak, please let me know immediately. Even though Jun-Kyung has experience, I don't know it well because it's my first time dating."

This time, Jun-Kyung stiffened. The heir to the alpha of the conglomerate doesn't have a dating experience? Even if he stood still, there would be many omegas that followed him. Of course no one would be able to hit him up due to his aura.

"I don't know how to act like a male omega. Don't hold back until you can't bear it and tell me in advance."

"I am sorry." Director Min, who sat back in his seat, raised the corner of his mouth slightly. He didn't look too bad. However, the problem was that few people comfortably accepted the laughter of Executive Director Min. Junkyung was no exception.

"Can I take this opportunity to ask you a favor?"

"Yes, please."

Jun-kyung slowly sat down and answered immediately.

"I don't want you to say sorry anymore."

"..................."

"If you are more comfortable with apologizing, 'I'm sorry' is enough. But better yet, don't say anything at all.

What do you mean don't say anything? He was instructed to properly say an apology as a bodyguard.

"All right."

"Thanks."

"You're welcome." Junkyung shook his head with a professional smile. Executive Director Min sighed lowly "We have a long way to go."

Afterwards, the meal continued silently.

After eating the finest food, they moved to the living room. Except for being uncomfortable around Director Min, the seat overlooking the swimming pool was perfect for conversation.

Again, the butler quietly disappeared after preparing a non-alcoholic beverage and a few side dishes. Soon after, uncomfortable conversations began in earnest.

"Let's live in my house first."Junkyung agreed to Min's proposal because he can't make Executive Director Min live in Junkyung's small studio.

"I will ask my mother to find a good size and location."

"Sure."Jun-kyung mechanically agreed to what Executive Director Min was saying. This was a notification, not a conversation. Thankfully, it was convenient because of this. Because one side makes the troublesome decision and the other just follows it. I hope he doesn't ask questions and just decide for himself.