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Meredith Grey
There is something that happened before I fully prepped Derek for surgery. We had sex...unprotected sex I might add. Actually probably the best sex I have ever had in my life. Ironic isn't it the best sex of my life was in a hospital bed with my patient who has cancer. And if I end up pregnant with a dead Derek Shepherd's child well I'm screwed. Now currently I am doing chest compressions with tears streaming down my face.
"Meredith let him go it's his time to go" Richard says calmly standing behind me trying to pull me away from Derek.
"Six minutes doctor" the scrub nurse says.
"Meredith, six minutes, he's been flat lining for six minutes" Richard explains but I don't care I can't let him die not yet I want a future with Derek, I crave a future with Derek.
"No, Derek no" I cry my heart sinking but then, then I hear it. "Wait...did anyone else hear that or am I going crazy?" I ask.
"We have a heart beat weak very weak but it's there" Dr. Bailey says.
"Let's close him up and get him back into hit room for recovery, come on people get at it" Richard says.
I let out a breath and go back to sitting next to Derek's head running my fingers through his hair once again.
"Grey lets go update the family" Dr. Bailey says and I slowly get up and leave Derek scared that he will code again.
"He'll be okay" Richard said giving me a small nod.
I nod back and walking out of the room. "Promise me you won't cut anything that is keeping him alive" Dr. Bailey sighs as we walk to find Derek's family.
"Am I going to get suspended?" I ask.
"Promise me you won't cut anything that is keeping him alive" she said again.
"I promise" I say.
"No you won't be suspended but you are his visitor not his doctor" she says.
"Thank you Doctor Bailey" I say and give her a hug and she reluctantly hugs me back.
I pull away and go over to Derek's family.
"Is he okay?" Kathleen asks.
"He is okay" I say not wanting to tell them about him coding so I turn to Dr. Bailey.
"He, he coded and we were losing hope but Dr. Grey was not ready to let go yet" she said glancing at me and back to him.
"What about his cancer?" Carolyn asks.
"Worse than we expected he will have to start chemo once he is recovered from surgery" Dr. Bailey says.
"He's okay" Carolyn nods.
"He's okay" I repeate a smile growing on my face.
"He's okay!" Amelia exclaims bringing me into a hug.
"Oh" I laugh
"Are you going to tell him then?" Mr. Shepherd asks.
"I think I just might" I smile.
"Come here" he says holding his hands and arms out and brings ne in for a hug.
"I think you will be a good improvement in the family" he whispers in my ear making me smile.
"Well now all we gotta do is wait for him to wake up" I smile at them and the pulled Dr. Bailey and I in for a group hug.
"Thank you" Carolyn smiles.
"You're welcome" Dr. Bailey says and I nod.
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Okay literally I was thinking about killing him off your lucky I didn't 🤪🤪🤪
Merswifey I hope you aren't too blind to read this.
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