11| TRAUMA

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I remember the day I realized I wanted to live
When I fought so hard to survive
Though I was pushed farther into the water
I fought so hard to still be my mother's daughter

He wanted to end me
I have every reason to guarantee
The way his rough  hand Clenched my hair
To all the other things he showed he would dare

At that moment I also forgave my father
Cause that day I met a real monster
But I knew I wanted to end that day with me being a survivor
I didn't want to die
All the days before that one I was living a lie
I wanted life
I  wanted life
And that trauma Will never let me forget

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