Bangtan High || Namjin

twenty six

ever since they finally went all the way and had sex, things have been different. a good different. they're so much closer and everyone can tell. they were close before but now you can really really tell that they definitely have something going on.

namjoon's feelings for the man has grown so much overtime and not just because of the amazing sex they had. it played a part in it yes but only a small part. his feelings really grew from how good seokjin has been treating him and how much the man doesn't hide that he's in love with him. he's told namjoon that he loves him before and that namjoon didn't have to say it back because he knew he wasn't ready. seokjin has just been the guy he's always wanted and he's so... so happy to have someone like him.

they haven't made things official yet but they're doing it soon.

the only thing bothering namjoon is that he feels as if he's gonna become too clingy for seokjin. he's caught himself a few times from being clingy so he's scared that seokjin won't like it and leave him and he don't want that because he really really like seokjin so so much that it'll hurt so much if he leaves.

"joonie hyung, seokjin said i could help him with the talent show- what's wrong?" taehyung asked as he walked into the man's office and saw that he had that look of concern on his face.

"i... uhh nothing." namjoon said as he cleared his throat. "you're helping with the talent show now?"

"hyung, it's me you're talking to. you can tell me anything."

namjoon sighed as he was quiet for a bit the looked up at taehyung. "I'm scared... i know i can be a bit clingy sometimes and ever since me and seokjin had sex I've felt myself clinging to him or wanting to cling to him so badly but I'm scared that he won't like it."

"excuse me bitch! y'all had sex?!" taehyung asked which made namjoon blush. "omg omg omg..." the man squealed as he sat down "how was it? spill"

"it was so good tae. he was fucking amazing- wait, that's not the point right now!"

"okay okay, you're right!" taehyung said and namjoon couldn't help but chuckle at his brother in law. tae is so cute. "just talk to seokjin and tell him how you're feeling. that man loves you so much that i don't think he'd be even the slightest bit of angry with you."

namjoon sighed as he nodded. he knows that he's just still a bit scared that the outcome will be different. he really like seokjin a lot... dare he say love, so if seokjin is upset with him for being too clingy, it'll hurt a lot.

"I'll talk to him. thanks tae."

"of course. now, back to the sex!"

namjoon just shook his head as he smiled. "all you need to know is that it was amazing now, get out" he said and taehyung groaned then nodded. the man left out and namjoon sighed. he's definitely gonna talk to seokjin. he don't want to lose him at all. he's so happy with the man right now and he wants it to last forever.

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seokjin was currently sitting at his desk, looking into space. all he could think about was that day him and namjoon had sex. it was literally the best he's ever had. and he's not saying that because it was the first time he had sex in so long. namjoon was literally just better than anyone he's ever fucked. namjoon knows how to take his size even though it's big whereas others used to run from it. seokjin loves that.

them having sex did make seokjin start to want it a lot more again but, he only wants it from namjoon and namjoon only. this is why he said he was gonna wait until he was finally in a relationship to start having sex again because he knew once they started he was gonna want it all the time again like how he used to.

luckily, namjoon is okay with it and also that they're gonna be together really soon. seokjin is still thinking about the perfect date and the perfect way to ask namjoon to be his boyfriend.

"hyung, you're literally glowing!" jaebeom said as he and yoongi walked into his classroom causing seokjin to break out of his daze and look at them.

"am i?" he asked as he smiled. this caused yoongi and jaebeom to smile as well. they could tell from that smile that seokjin is really happy and it makes them happy because they haven't seen their hyung this happy in so long. "guys... me and namjoon finally had sex and it was just.. it was so amazing and good."

"wait, y'all are together now? like officially?" yoongi asked.

"not yet but we both know that we want to date each other which is the only reason why we actually went all the way. i wouldn't of done it if i knew he was gonna leave me or something." seokjin said as he ran his fingers through his hair, combing it out of his face.

"ah, you topped or bottomed?" jaebeom asked, smirking. seokjin just chuckled.

"i topped but you know i have no problem with bottoming and namjoon is a switch just like me so, he'll wanna top soon and I'll gladly let him. his dick is big" seokjin said.

"okay okay, we didn't need to know that." yoongi said, rolling his eyes which made seokjin chuckle.

just then there was a knock on the door and namjoon walked inside. seokjin smiled when he saw him which made namjoon smile and yoongi and jaebeom smirked.

"we'll give you two some privacy." jaebeom said as him and yoongi stood up and left the classroom before either of them could say anything.

namjoon chuckled. "I'm assuming they know about us having sex?" he asked and seokjin blushed as he nodded his head. namjoon just smiled as he sat down. seokjin is so cute. "it doesn't matter... i uhh, i actually want to talk you about something."

"yeah, okay what's up?" seokjin asked, seeing that namjoon was serious.

"am i... have i been coming off as clingy lately?"

"not at all why?"

"i just... i don't want to seem like I'm being too clingy or anything and you get annoyed with me. i really fucking like you and i know that i can be clingy but i do it because I'm comfortable with you so, i just don't want to ruin anything by being too clingy, especially if you don't like it.." namjoon said and he was speaking the truth.

seokjin smiled as he grabbed namjoon's hands and held them, giving him a reassuring squeeze. "joon-ah, I'm not your ex okay? i absolutely love this clingy side of you. it shows that you really care about me. I've noticed you wanting to be around me a lot more than before or you texting and calling me every morning when we're not together but, have i said anything about it?" seokjin asked and namjoon blushed as he shook his head. "exactly because i don't have a problem with it at all. i love it. it's nice to know that someone's checking up on me and cares about me."

"of course i care about you" namjoon softly said as he smiled. seokjin smiled also and leaned in, connecting their lips in a slow and passionate kiss. he's so in love with namjoon that his words can't even explain it anymore.

"i really want you to be my boyfriend already" seokjin said, his voice just a little above a whisper. namjoon pecked his lips as he smiled.

"i want that too.. so much"

"let me take you out on a date first and then we'll make it official when we fuck again" seokjin said, a smirk on his face and namjoon blushed as he playfully smacked seokjin's arm.

"you just had to ruin a perfectly good and cute moment didn't you" he say. seokjin just kissed him again and namjoon smiled as he kissed the man back.

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they're so cute now🥺.