"Main aapko kya de sakte hoon ?" she asks furrowing eyebrows in confusion.
"I need you to assure me life mein kabhi bhi tum par aise koi bhi musibat aye promise me bina soch samjhe you will inform me even tho hosakta hai kabhi future mein hum ek dusre ke touch mein bhi na ho lekin phir bhi main khada honga tumhare saath ek dost hone ke naate phone karke toh dekh na I won't disappoint you, I will always stand by your side !" cupping face, promises her as genuine friend of his presence and their togetherness.
"Really, aap mera saath doge ?" innocently, asks for reassurance.
"Hayeee, nahi aap kyun doge acha thode na lagta hai aur mujhe problems ko akele face karne ki adat hai nahi chahte kisi se favours lekar zindagi jiyaun" it didn't made him mad instead brought a heart warming smile on his face. She doesn't like taking favours or advantage which truly makes her different from every other women he came across too.
An example of an independent, self made, confident and competent women, absolutely fears nothing does everything in her capability to walk by keeping head high therefore taking his help must be putting up a huge question mark over her creditability, self respect and self esteem.
"Of course, after all what are friends for next time khud se stunt mat maar na jaanta hoon, tum jhansi ki rani ho, apne saare problems tackle karna ache se jaante ho, you don't need anybodies favours but darling, taking help doesn't put your self esteem down especially when you consider that person as your friend samajh mein aya madam ?" she nods, agreeing to sidharth.
"Hmm .. ek baat kahun .." she blinks back tears while happily giving into the magical touch of his fingers brushing through her cheeks.
"Yeah, sure .." positively, shakes head.
"Aap jaise bante hona waise ho nahi .. mera matlab .. shuru mein kitne gusse mein aap mujhse baat kiya karte thai ... mera toh sayaa tak .. aap aditi ke aas paas bardasht nahi karte thai, lekin kuch dino ke baad, mujhe ek alag insaan dekhne ko mila joh pathar dil ya badtameez nahi .. joh sirf akdu ya sadu nahi jiske adat sirf gussa aur nafrat karna nahi" leans closer their eyes were full of innocence, purity and intense emotions.
"Jiske andar emotions ke value hai ... dusraun ke takleef ka ehsaas hota hai, haath pakad kar saath chal na aur apne dostaun ko protect karna acha lagta hai, ghirne wale ko sambhal kar uthana ata hai dosti nibhana aur rishtaun ki qadr karna jaanta hai, lekin kuch bhi saamne se dekha kar waah waahi laina pasand nahi karta kyunke aap jataa kar karne mein believe nahi karte ... Ik u jitna notice or analyse kiya haina ab tak us se ek baat samajh agaye hai"
"Kya ?" she is slowly trying to reveal actual him which had been hidden long back by sidharth to protect himself from facing another brutal heartbreak of easily getting manipulated, used and thrown by his closely related people.
"You don't give a fuck about what anybody says or thinks about you aap ko kisi se koi laina daina nahi hai, you were hating me cause of your thinking .."
"Your ex wife, I know she is responsible uske wajah se aap harr middle class ladke ko gold digger samjhte ho .. mere ko bhi samjha .. doubt kara ke main aditi ko kahin aap se cheen na loon which is totally understandable all your fears, doubts and insecurity are reasonable. I won't lie, I was judging u back then for being extremely egoistic and disrespectful towards me" she shares.
"I swear, main is job ko tolerate sirf aditi ke liye kar rahe thi lekin jab saniya told me everything about your brutal wife, I understood aap mere saath us tarah kyun behave kar rahe thai .. aap akdu aur heartless toh bilkul nahi ho none bache jaise pyaare puttu ho, hulk jaise body ke andar, chote se chupe huwe babe ho, baahir se ek dum rough aur tough .." continues praising him feeling uneasy, uncomfortable and highly exposed quickly stops shehnaaz.
"That's enough, I am not pretending to be anything other than myself isliye please kuch bhi mat bolo I don't trust anybody, I don't have a heart there're unbreakable walls surrounding it, my emotions have died long back so stop assuming, picturing anything as per your wish" masking dull expressionless face rudely stated himself as reminder more than shehnaaz.
"Jhoot mat boliye, sach se bhaag na bewaqoofe hai !" she sighs, marches to his balcony in order to avoid her questioning glares.
"Please leave, I don't want anymore discussion !" raises his voice.
"No, I won't dosti aise thode na hote hai jab aap chaho hum baat karein jab aap chaho conversation end karke shutup call de dein that's not how friend ships work aapka nahi pata lekin meri dictionary mein isko darr ke choro ke tarah situation se bhaag na kehte hain, itne phattu nikloge, idea nahi tha" it was shehnaaz's trick to taunt him or sidharth would have continued to play around safely.
"I am not running away aur jaante bhi kya ho tum mere baare mein joh araam se baithe bithaye chor ka tag de rahe ho ?" pulling out stick of cigarette from a new packet, lightning up, inhales and exhales to calm down his nerves "bohut ache se jaan chuke hoon isliye toh aap phirse apna jhoota makhota bhi pehen rahe hain to make a fool out of me" she replies, snorting.
"Your sadly, mistaken I am exactly what I have been showing you since day 1, mera dil kaafi saal pehle pathar bann gaya na .. rishtaun ko samajta hoon, na kisi dosti .. na emotions .. ko .. na main bharosa karta hoon" denies, rejecting her analysis "aapke paas dil na hota agar aap police station mein meri behan ka sunn kar bhi chudwane na ate .. aap heartless tab hote jab aap mujh pe ya aditi pe gussa hote ke main use wahan kyun lekar gaye .. mujhe naukri se bhi nikaal daite yahan khade waade na le rahe hote" she shows him mirror gasps learning actual reality during which cigarette dropped from his forefingers.
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MOHABBATEIN (COMPLETED)
RomanceA story where young bubbly shehnaaz gill aspires to become worlds no 1 chef to support her dreams chose to become caretaker of an adorable 6 year old aditi malhotra daughter of very famous business man sidharth malhotra recently divorced fighting fo...
