Little blinder

Part 11

I get out of the car ignoring Tommys presents
" you alright iz" he asks as we walk into the house
I completely ignore him
" cmon iz you know it was really important for business" Tom pleads bending down to my height
" yh well I didn't know I would have to deal with getting bent over a fucking pool table almost getting rapped as your slag just stood there when I helped her out that whole time" I shoat jus loud enough for no one else to hear, then walking off to the betting shop .

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" bellaa where did u go owe me a dance now" Eddie winks
"Remind me next time Tom let's me out of this bloody house" i roll my eyes
" you alright you seem on edge" John asks
" yep all fine" I say looking at Tom
" she's just tired how bout I walk you to bed" Tom says signalling for us to talk
" na I'm not tired Tom" I say tilting my head to the side and squinting my eyes slightly
" cmon iz" Tom says pleading
" no I said I'm not bloody tired now leave me be" I say leaning onto eddy
" alright fine whatever you want" Tom scoffs and walks into his office and slams the door
" what was that about" John asks
" like I know" I reply
Few hours go by we all talk and laugh
Tom finally comes out of his office and out of the betting shop . I go after him
He goes into the kitchen and sits down to have a cigarette
" yes Iz" he says looking at me
" what'd you wanna talk about then" I ask as he was so eager to talk earlier on
" I'm sorry" Tom says
" um.. ok thanks I guess" I shrug not knowing what to say
" you not gonna accept  the apology" Tom asks furrowing his eyebrows
" no you bloody offered me up Tom I was this close to getting fucking raped thank god you brain started working and you stopped thinking about the business and about your little sister for a change, so no Tommy I'm not gonna accept your apology" I say trying to keep my cool
" yh i know iz and I feel horrible about it but you know your my biggest priority no matter what happens ok" Tom says getting up to go to his room
" tom " I call his name .
" yh" he turns around
I walk over and slap him
" what the f-" tom shoats
" ever do something like that again i'll fucking kill you" I say smiling and walking past and into my room . I hear him going into his room a few seconds later .

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The next day I wake up , I reluctantly get up out of bed . Time for school I guess . Feels like so long since I last went .

I get dressed and walk downstairs . Polly and Finn as always sat , eating breakfast.
" iz