why is that

Chapter 11 - but I love you

Kissing Robaire was like a dream a dream you didn't know you would have or had have but it was something different and you loved every second of it and wished that it could have been like this sooner but that doesn't matter anymore because it's now and now is all that matters now is all that you care about he pulls away from you

Don't you think you should get the phone

Huh

The phone

Oh shit...um yeah I'll get it but not right now

Y/n I don't think you should have came

But why

Because I think your having to lie to people and hurt people

But I love you

And I love you to

And I've waited for this

And so have I but-

No listen Robaire I love you and I need you in ways you can't imagine

Like what

Ways.you.cant.imagine like in my heart and in my head and my body

That's-

Robaire just grabs you you by the back of your neck and kisses you more softly but still passionate and deep he then moves up from the bed and lays you down of your back he gets closer to you let's go of you and looks at you

You know y/n you were the first boy Ive ever loved to be honest I think you were the first person I ever loved loved like this wanted to love like this take you adventures and share a life with you not leave you and hurt you

Well now you can leave but leave with me this time you have me all of me

I know that's what's so special about it

Because I can spend time with you

Yes let's get some sleep me and the rest of the guys have to be in another town tomorrow

Alright we both will sleep here

Alright

While you were living the dream your mom wasn't to sure if she should freak out or stay calm she wanted to stay calm because she thought something like this would happen like deep down she saw this coming she knew you were going to be alright because you were with Robaire but she could be wrong anything could happen anything could happen to anyone at any time that's where the panic happened again she didn't know where you was she thought maybe you left because you didn't care about her anymore after that argument the both of you had she thought it for sure when mia told her what happened after the both of you got dropped off and how you were acting and that she saw you leave with Robaire into their tour bus

Do you think he's okay

I'm not sure Ms(ur mom's name)

Well what if he's not

If he's not we need to find him even if he was safe we still need to find him anyways

Has he awnsered any of your text or calls

...no

Danmit he hasn't answered any of mine either what do you think he's doing out there

I'm not sure but what ever it is let's hope that he's somewhere where he's not being hurt or abandoned or left behind

The next mornting

Waking up you didn't see Robiare you had a little panic hit you but stayed calm because you were still on the bus and you okay pulling back the curtin on the bed side you jumped out of the nook and looked around Robiare came in

Hey y/n I got you some food

Oh...thanks where did you go

I had a show

Really what time is it

It's 3

Day time!

Yes you slept a long time huh

Yeah I guess

Look I have to go again here's your food

He gives you a kiss and leaves going back to where you slept you grabbed you food deciding to check your notifications while you ate seeing missed calls and text from mom and mia you laughed while reading them if only they knew that you were perfectly fine and never been better the idea of calling mia has struck your brain...so you dialed her up

Hello?

Hey mia guess what

Y/n where have you've been what have you been doing are you alright tell me so your mom can go get you

No!

No!? Y/n what do you mean by no

I mean no you both don't need to drag your asses here and bring me home

But why

Because I'm happy

Aren't you happy here at home with your mom and me

Yeah but mia you don't understand

What I understand is your running away from something and that something Is us your old life y/n

Now come on don't be like that

How could I not when you just told me that we don't need to come get you and bring you back and that I would never understand

Look it's not like you will understand about this whole love thing anyway

This whole love thing so I wouldn't know about love!?

No I know you know plenty about love kissing that dumb ugly cheerleader at the concert

What are you even talking about!?

Mia don't act dumb don't play dumb because I'm not or at least not that dumb I saw the both of you kissing I sent you these text and I saw you checked them and was going to respond but put your phone away to be with her!

So you know I had a crush on her

Exactly had

What are you getting at here y/n?

I'm saying me and Robaire are in love and your dating some girl that is with someone already

No she broke up with her stupid jock boyfriend

Okay so

So that means she's single

Well they must have just broken up

Actually they been broken up they broken up the same night that I found out that they were dating and I cried and ran out the field

Well why?

She said that's she was experiencing something something new guys didn't interest her anymore or not as much now she turned her head twords girls

So she's bi or les?

I'm not sure all I know is she came to me with this info and wants me to help her out

Bye mia

Bye Y/n

End of chapter 11 - but I love you I hope some of you are being speechless 😶 anyways love 💕