you're my one and only ; yeongyu

12; break down

beomgyu dreaded to go to school the next day, so he simply didn't.

his parents tried asking him to get up, but the poor boy wouldn't budge. his phone was still at the other side of his room, the cracked screen lighting up with messages from his friends.

he had his face buried in his pillow, and he had already spent the entire night just wallowing in self pity and crying his eyes raw. just one look at him and you'll think he hasn't eaten in days.

soon enough, his parents gave up, and they went off the work, leaving an excuse letter next to beomgyu's bed and pulling up his blanket.

beomgyu groans after he hears the main doot click, and he drags his heavy feet to where his phone lay, and true enough, there were missed calls and frantic texts from all his friends.

well, majority of his friends.

soobinnie hyung🐰🤍: beomie wru?
soobinnie hyung🐰🤍: please reply, we are worried sick.
soobinnie hyung🐰🤍: ypu haven't been yourself lagelu
soobinnie hyung🐰🤍: sorry i'm makikg loads of typos rn, kai is clinging on my other hand.
soobinnie hyung🐰🤍: please reply:( i miss you. we all do.

tyun💗: god, where are you?
tyun💗: you've been skipping classes, and now you're not even in school
8 missed calls from tyun💗
tyun💗: please at least eat and drink well
tyun💗: i love you

kai🤍: hyungie:((
kai🤍: gws!!
kai🤍: i told yeonjun hyung to check up on you, hopefully you're doing fine just like what he said!
kai🤍: tyunnie and yeonjun are so worried, they didn't even eat lunch these few days because they were worrying if you ate or not
kai🤍: also yeonjun is acting strange todayㅠㅠ did you guys fight?
kai🤍: whatever, get well soon hyung! ^3^

beomgyu doesn't smile, but instead just scrolls to the bottom of the notification page.

yeonjun didn't send him anything.

normally their fights lasted 12 hours max, and yeonjun is always the first to apologise, no matter if it was his fault or not. beomgyu remembers asking him why he keeps on apologising, and yeonjun just smiled and said "i can't be without you for long"

but he didn't do anything.

maybe he really meant it this time.

beomgyu unlocks his phone, scrolling down to yeonjun's contact and pressing on it. their past facetime and messages were almost as if they were taunting beomgyu.

his fingers automatically start typing a message unknowingly.

"i'm sorry."

his thumb hovers above the "send" button, and his breathing and heart rate increases. he gulps, trying to suppress the nagging voice in his brain.

"don't you dare call me hyung ever again."

beomgyu's sore eyes instantly turn glassy from the horrid memory.

"fuck." he curses out loud to no one in particular, squeezing his eyes out, not wanting to cry again. he's cried enough, and he's tired.

he just turns his phone off, and he hugs his knees on the floor, praying to himself that this is just a horrible dream that was replaying constantly in his brain.

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the friend group were at the lunch table again, none of them touching their food.