What If I Fall?~Sequel to Camilo x reader

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A/n~ Hello all you wonderful people, I am now done with school! Sorry for the super slow update. I will be doing my best to post more but things have been getting super stressful. Anyway, I hope you all like this chapter!

Y/n's POV

I walked into the new, white hospital room that they moved Jackson into. When he heard me he immediately looked at me. I bit the inside of my cheek to prevent myself from bursting into tears

"Y/n?" Jackson spoke weakly. I wanted to run to him and wrap my arms around him but my feet wouldn't move. The tears started to stream down my face. I was just standing in the doorway while my best friend died. I turned quickly and ran down the hall towards the bathroom. I heard Camilo call my name but I ignored him as I ran. I pulled open the door and locked the door behind me. I slumped down in the corner and dropped my head down into my hand. I sobbed into my hands. Why? Was my only question. I drew in a quick breath and I stood up and wiped away my tears. The reflection in the mirror was horrifying. Strands of hair were standing up everywhere, my eyes were red and I could feel the snot threatening to drip out. I pushed the sink tap up and to the left indicating that I wanted it cold. I slowly bent down and reached my hands in, cupping and collecting the water. As soon as my hands filled up with the frigid water I splashed it on my face. I grabbed some paper towel that sat beside the sink. I huffed and tried to smooth out my uncontrollable hair. I took some deep breaths before moving towards the door. I lifted my hand to turn the handle but I just paused. I couldn't do it. I turned and began pacing in a circle around the small bathroom. Everything felt like it was crumbling before my eyes just as everything supposably got better. I took another deep breath and opened the door without letting myself think. I walked right past the sitting area and towards Jackson's room. When I walked in, Camilo and him were sitting on the bed talking. I smiled at the sight. I know that Jackson didn't like Camilo at the beginning. Both boys looked up as I walked into the room. Jackson cracked a small smile and Camilo scooched over making room for me. I sat down gently on the edge of the bed, scared that any sudden movement would break him.

"Y/n, im fine" Jackson tried to reassure me.

"You don't sound fine" I replied, looking down at my hands. Jackson reached over to me and took my hand in his.

"Look at me" He asked. I did as he asked and lifted my head to meet his eyes.

"I know what you saw was scary" He began.

"I thought you were dead" I cut him off. Camilo then stood up, placed a small kiss on the top of my head and left to give Jackson and I some privacy.

"Y/n, they said I had a year. Tops. And look at me now. It's been over a year. I'm going to make it. I'm going to fight and make it to see everything"

"Like what?" I asked.

"I'm going to watch Aurora grow up, I'm going to be here for Belle's first boyfriend, and i'm going to watch you get married. You know, to Camilo." Jackson finished. I chuckled.

"I'm sixteen, hes seventeen, i still have two years to go before i start thinking about marriage"

"He loves you alot" Jackson said, leaning back to get comfortable. I smiled at the thought of Camilo talking to Jackson about how much he loves me. I

"You scared me" I huffed.

"Sorry" Jackson replied with a cocky smile. I rolled my eyes.

"Will you be my maid of honor?" I asked.

"Um, Yes!" He yelled. I laughed and wrapped my arms around his neck. Little did I know the chances of Jackson coming to my wedding were slim to none.