Broken Promises

Pregnancy is not as easy as it sound

Lizzie's POV

I'm 20 weeks pregnant, I already have a bump, well I had it before I just didn't want to accept it but now my bump is really noticeable, like really really big and I fucking love it, and Y/N of course loves it even more. She is starting to talk to our baby, all the nights and all the mornings and I fucking love it, it's so adorable. Almost everyone on set knows that I'm pregnant but Y/N made sure to tell them that we don't want more people to know they told us to not worry about it. The bad thing is that sometimes we go out to the city to make some scenes there and I saw that some people take photos of us

I know it's not that bad that people know about my pregnancy but we wanted to keep it as a secret. I know that Y/N told the whole cast to keep an eye on me, I find it kind of cute but I hate that she didn't listen to me I told her that I am going to be fine and that I don't need someone to babysit me, I mean I understand why she worries so much but I really don't think something bad is going to happen I have a good feeling

Today we are going to go with Dr. Garcia's sister, they are going to make me an ultrasound and we are going to see our baby and maybe just maybe she will tell us the gender. I am not sure whether I want to know the gender or not, I mean a part of me want it to be a surprise but the other part wants to be prepared. I am now on the bathroom, getting ready, I know Y/N is nervous too but she just acts she is ok to help me feel less nervous, I mean she will tell us if something is wrong with our baby's health and their heart rate also so yeah it's obvious we are nervous, what if something is wrong with our child

Y/N entered the room and I smile at her, she wraps her arms around my waist "Everything is going to be ok" she whispered to my ear making me feel better "I'm worried" I told her and she nods as she kisses my shoulder "I know baby, I'm worried too but this is not the first ultrasound and I'm sure it's not going to be the last we are going to see if everything is okey with our baby and maybe she will tell us the gender" she told me and I nod smiling at her

We got into the car, Y/N has one of her hands on my lap, letting me know she is here with me, if I'm honest I'm feeling less nervous I mean something inside of me tells me everything is going to be ok with our baby. We arrived and the doctor didn't make us wait so much so we are now here "You are going to feel this a little cold" the doctor said and I nod taking a big breath, Y/N is holding my hand and her eyes are on me but then her gaze shift to the screen "Wow" she whispered so I turned to see it

Our baby is so big, "They are so big" I whispered with glossy eyes, "Do you moms want to know the gender?" She asked us Y/N turned to look at me, I wasn't sure if I wanted to know but now that I'm seeing our baby I need to be able to call them he or she or by their name "Yes I want to" I answer and Y/N nod "Me too" Y/N said and we both switch to see the doctor who chuckle with a big smile on her face "First I want to let you know that your baby is healthy, now listen closely, to his heart rate" she said and we started hearing it "He is a very healthy boy" she said

I think we both are so focused on the sound of our baby's heart, it really sounds healthy "Wait did you said a boy?" Y/N and I said at the same time making us chuckle "I did you are having a boy" she said and we both burst into tears, happy tears "I'm going to print you this" she said and we both nod I turned to see my wife who has a big smile "We are having a boy" I whispered to her and she nods smiling, she lean her forehead with mine "We are" she said as she kisses the tip of my nose "Here you go moms, the last column you can see your baby's bones" she explained to us