This Summer Ends with Us

Chapter 04: Desire

Belly's POV:
We swam around for a bit when my phone began to ring, drying my hands I looked over to see Steven calling. "Hello" I answered but no reply, "Steven" I heard some muffling "it's shayla actually Steven is loading up the car" I paused felling bad for yelling at his fiancé "oh sorry I thought you were Steven, are you guys heading over?" "Yes" she replied softly "me, Steven, laurel, and John " she took a deep breath in "Jeremiah well he's drunk or hungover I guess he's not doing well so Mr. fisher is taking him back home" I looked over at Conrad and back in front of me "uh oh okay well we are by the pool" we said our goodbyes and hung up. "They're heading over now" I said as got out of the pool and grabbed a towel "I'm gonna go to the bathroom" he nodded and continued to swim.

I took my time in the bathroom, taking a moment to breathe. I couldn't help but feel guilty this was my fault. I was supposed to take care of him but I wasn't, I was making things worse. I know what it's like to lose your first true love but he didn't just loose me he lost his brother as well . Something I couldn't have imagined. As I finally headed out of the bathroom I saw con wrapped in a towel leaving small drips of water as he searched for me.

"Hey you took a while" he said touching my arm "are you I mean does it" "no" I replied nothings wrong I just needed a minute" he let out a breath of relief and leaned in for a kiss, as our lips touched I heard a gagging sound from no other than my brother, Steven. He walked over embracing us in a hug then followed shayla, my mom and dad. It was a little awkward my dad stood behind my mom like a little child does when uncomfortable. I knew this was hard for him we hadn't spent much time together since the divorce and now I was all grown up and married, I wasn't his little girl anymore. I walked over giving them both a hug individually.

"Are you gonna stay and swim for a little?" I asked my voice cracking slightly. "We would but we should really start heading home to beat traffic." She paused grabbing my cheek, "I wish we could have gotten over here sooner but your brother takes five hour long showers" she pause giving him a look and smiling back at me "and I know you two want some alone time I'll call you later belly" she gave me one last hug and they were all gone.

We headed back to the pool I sat down on the hot cement letting my feel dangle in the water as Conrad completely emerged himself into the nice and cool water. He swam up for air and must have noticed my disappointment because he started towards me. His hands slid up my legs pushing them apart and he filled in the gap between us. "Belly he'll be okay he's gonna stay with laurel for a while you know she'll take good care of him and we'll see everyone soon enough, you don't have to worry about it" I nodded "I know I just feel bad and I worry for him" I paused finally meeting his eyes "but I'm glad I'm here I'm glad I'm with you that's all I want all I have wanted" his face lit up at my words "me to" he said.

He leaned down and kissed my inner thigh and moved his hands to my lower back and pulled me into the pool his arms surrounding me tightly. "Oh Isabel fisher do you have any idea how hot you are?" I laughed "I guess your okay" I replied. He splashed me before kissing my shoulder then my neck and eventually our lips were connected. His hands moved down my body and he pulled me in close every part of me was touching him. I left out a soft moan.

I had felt this before, when I so desperately wanted him, desired him. But now that we had been together it was different. More intense. I didn't want him I needed him.

I looked up and it was as if he could read my mind because he ran up the steps and out of the pool, I followed right behind him. He grabbed our stuff and my hand and we headed to our room. As the door shut he threw the stuff on the ground and embarked me in a long but passionate kiss he grabbed me close as we back up to the bed his arms flung around my back untying my top and flinging it down to the the ground. I scooted backwards on the bed and he slowly grazed up my legs and back down pulling my bottoms off while kissing my legs softly. He then came close on top of my his trucks still on, the water dripping on my stomach. I let out another moan my desire for him was intensifying "con" I paused letting out a breath "rad I- I need you I want you please" he sat up untying the waist of his trunks and pulling them off carefully before emerging me into another kiss and before I knew my needs were met. I gripped onto the sheets trying to refrain from making noise we were both breathing hard, he buried his head in my shoulder as he embraced me harder and faster constantly look back to ensure I was okay.

We laid there after and I couldn't help but smile the first time was great but this, this was amazing in every way. I didn't feel as much pain just in the very beginning for a minute. The rest was absolute pleasure. He let out a breath before speaking "belly that was" he paused making me feel nervous, "incredible, you are incredible." I leaned forward meeting his eyes "do you mean that, was it good I mean." He pulled me on top of him "it was very good the best I've had" I gasped I almost didn't want to believe him but I could tell he said it with sincerity. "Was it good for you" he asked. I sat up and laughed slightly. "Yes i it- yes." He sat up making me adjust my position, he pulled me in and kissed me quickly pulling back to take a breath. I looked at him and I felt such a strong desire for him I feared it would never go away that I would always wan- need him even at times when he couldn't be there. "I love you" I said breaking into another kiss. "I love you too"