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     I know you guys are noticing that I'm very inactive. I'm very sorry but my mental state has been getting worse. It's to the point where my dreams at night are replaced with s**cidal thoughts and more nightmares. You know those nightmares that feel real but they aren't? Yeah those kind. I haven't had those kind of nightmares since I was eight yrs old!
     I've lost every once of confidence that I once had. I can't look in the mirror anymore without seeing an ugly face and body. When it comes to my parents, I just don't care if I have an attitude and I'm so hard on myself. I haven't written a chapter in either of my stories because 1. I've lost confidence and question if ppl really like what I write and 2. Depression=lack of motivation. I'm sorry again my peaches but I just need time to myself to heal.

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