What Our Future Holds

Chapter 3

ABBY'S POV

GOOD MORNING SELF 

I stretched my body for a while before getting up.

I rubbed my eyes and fixed my bed.

Classes starts at 8 am and it's just 5 am. 

Checked my wardrobe for clothes but i realized i need to do the laundry.

Washed my face and headed to the kitchen.

I'm going to cook eggs and toast. 

Took my bread out and inserted it on my toaster. 

I took some eggs in the fridge and cooked it.

I took my time on eating then i took a bath.

I checked my phone and classes were cancelled.

I guess it's my lucky day.

My friends aren't going outside before 4:00 pm so i need to distract myself for a long time.

I just scrolled on tiktok to cure my boredom but after a while i felt bored.

I'm not sleepy so i am really not aware what i can do. 

I wanted to go for a walk but it's raining and i just finished taking a bath.

Hmmm.... what can i do.

I don't want to watch TV, scroll on tiktok or sleep what the hell am i supposed to do?

I turned my laptop on and listened to music for a while.

"If you've been waiting for falling in love babe you don't have to wait on me" i sang as i remembered Yza.

I told myself she's just my crush no big deal but now.... Questions filled my head.

Bakit hindi nalang ako?

I'm a girlfriend material, I'm loyal, I'm loving and caring so why can't it just be me?

I felt my heart ache.

I felt pain getting through my body and slowly overpowering my heart and brain.

I don't want to get attached to anyone but somehow she got pass all of my defences.

This is wrong but why does it feels so right?

I got hurt once and i don't want that to happen again.

Is this what falling inlove feels like?

Falling inlove feels stupid but it feels so good.

Happiness, anger, sadness,pain, amd other feelings are mixing.

I just like her.

Do i?

Hours past and she's been running through my mind.

I hope everything i do and will do is worth the pain I'll receive in the end.

4pm

Well it's 4 i left the house and locked it. Put my keys on my pocket.

"JAYDEE" I called her.

"Sila Yza?" I asked.

"Nandon sa pinsan nila di ata lalabas" the moment i heard that she may not be going outside made my heart skip a beat.

She's not going to go out, what's the big deal abby?

I felt my body got weaker.

My enery was gone in just a snap.

I want to go home.

"Huy abby ok ka lang?" Jaydee asked me.

"A-ahh yeah I'm good" i answered and gave her a smile. My lips were smiling but my eyes aren't.