Just a recap "Bob" is that guy whose friend passed me that note that I like back but am too scared to tell for some idiotic reason.
So yesterday I had worked up the courage to tell him . . .
. . . and he wasn't at school.
And then a spider bit my elbow.
It hurt.
It stopped hurting last night but still like "whyyyyyyyy?"
So I decided maybe i should stop thinking about boys sense apparently it increases my chances of spider bites.
And then I felt perfectly happy with that answer.
Then I get on wattpad and out of the blue one of the authors I am following writes a chapter in her book about her new boyfriend Josh and how if you like someone you should ask them out.
But thing is Bob is here today.
But there's also this other guy who I like more than Bob who I have no idea if he likes me and he is my friend and it would be awkward if he said no because it would create awkwardness in my group of friends so .... and some people from that group of friends are on this website so I won't go into detail.
But I don't know if I even want a relationship.
Cuz I can't drive so how are we supposed to actually "date".
And my parents...
If I had a bf my mom would go "why didn't you tell me about your crush? We aren't close anymore!"
"BECAUSE EVERY TIME I WANT TO CROSS THE STREET BY MYSELF YOU START TALKING ABOUT HUMAN TRAFFICKING! I DONT WANT TO TELL YOU ANYTHING!"
Yeah . . . .
But then it's like but I like him!
What if he got over it though?
What if he has a girlfriend?
What if he still likes me and we start "dating" and I am just horrible at relationships?
He's in the room as I type this.
Is it stupid to just write a note?
If I even convince myself to pass one.
And my handwriting is ugly.
