Our Last Summer

Chapter Twelve

Lena

"Catalina, can I talk to you" Levi says to me I turn around, they don't call me by my full name I nod and follow him into the study with the piano

"Lena, I'm sorry I fucked up" he says I exhale

"I know" I say looking at me feet he doesn't step closer

"I atomically fucked up" he says and I sigh again

"Levi, I know. Trust me" I say he sighs

"And I'm not sorry because now I know you got raped, I'm really sorry that happened but that's not why I'm sorry for kissing Taylor. I'm sorry because I care about you, I really do care about, and I know you know I fucked up I just want you to know that I know and that I'm sorry, truly sorry" he says I look up at him and he's a step closer

"And I'm sorry for making you feel uncomfortable or scared last night I really didn't mean to and I didn't mean those things I said I just wanted you ti forgive me without me having to try." He says, and I understand. I understand him not wanting to own up because I've been in situations where I don't want to own up

"Levi" I whisper stepping closer to him "Levi, thank you" I say, his eyes searching mine "I understand and it's ok"
I say and he smiles as I touch his cheek and then close my eyes and he's kissing me, and I realize, he really did only kiss Taylor for the game, because this, this kiss, this is true passion

His lips were crushed against mine getting more desperate by the second his lips moving. He's pushing me up against the wall and his hands are on my waist my breathing is getting heavy as his hands knot in my hair and he walks me over to the desk he cups the backs of my things and lifts me up setting me on the dest banging it against the wall, loudly enough for everybody outside to hear. But my brain was busy focusing on other things.

Like my blood roaring In my ears, or Levi's hands sliding up and down the tops of my thighs, I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him against me and wrap my legs around his hips, then the door slams shut

I pull back with a whimper looking at the door listening for more sounds, Levi doesn't miss a beat his lips are trailing down my jaw down my neck his tung following my hands ran though his hair as my head rolled back forgetting everything about the door

"Levi" I whisper into his ear and he makes a humming noise in his chest that vibrates my whole body "I...we..." I say but his hands are snaking around my waist and up my back, but something's missing

My stomach is empty, not literally, but the butterflies that are supposed to be there, aren't...

I ignore it and let him keep going as I tilt my hips forward towards him

"God, Lena, we can't do this now" he whispered huskily, I feel a bludgeoned in his pants and a surge of hope rushes though me. Maybe he's the one, maybe I'll be able to with him

"The door is locked" I whisper into his ear as his lips part from my neck and he looks at me

"There right outside" he says trying to be responsible

"That's the fun of it" I say, I see a mischievous glint in his eyes as he plants his hands on my hips and pulls me to the edge of the desk, my dress riding up my thighs his hips crash into mine. He exhaled into my mouth