Loving Lamelo Ball

Chapter Fifty

Lamelo's Pov
All of Chanel's family left and eventually things were back to normal I never talked about what Crystal talked to me about. But it's been on my mind so much.

I heard a ring on my doorbell and answered it to see Chanel her eyes red and in sweats and a T shirt.

"What's wrong with you" I asked as she came in and sit down by the counter

"I been up all night"she said as I walked over to the fridge

"For" I said getting two waters

"I was thinking we'll not even just last night like for a month and thinking about how I could break it down to you"I sighed in my head thinking about how this could go and could hear crystal in my head

"Break what down"I asked

"I wish you never would've trusted me but I gave you so many chances to leave me and this relationship" she said with her elbow on the counter and with her hand in her palm

"What are you talking about" I said preparing myself

"I can't do this anymore" she said looking guilty getting out the chair almost making it fall
"I can't do this! Gosh from the moment we met I knew I'd hurt you eventually. And then I felt bad for you cuz. I told you to leave but you didn't. I gave you the chance! And there were moments were I loved you but not every moment.-"

"So you're telling me you want to break up because of what" I said watching her pace around

"You don't get it don't you" she said turning around and looking at me

"This whole relationship is built off of lies I mean how long can I pretend. I hated leading you on and hurting you but that's all I'm good at. I mean how could you not see all the signs and red flags about me" She said meaning every word

"No no no don't try and reverse this on me when all I did was show you love and every single thing from me. And your gonna sit here and lie to yourself too because you know you loved me" I said

"I did but how was I supposed to know that this relationship would've gotten this serious. "

"Because THATS WHAT THERE FOR"

"I'm leaving" she said walking away as I pulled her wrist

"So why'd you do this"

"Maybe it's because I never see you anymore and it's made me realize I don't like it when you're not around. And I hate that I'm barely happy without you. And I don't want to depend on you for my happiness I just know that I don't wanna do this anymore."she said with tears rolling down her face

"I guess this was a lesson not to trust people anymore huh" I said as my feelings of sadness turned into regret

"No just don't trust me I honestly want the best for you and want to see you fulfill your dreams but I know I'm not gonna do anything to help you do that. So I'm gonna help you by leaving you" she said

"I don't understand why you just did this I thought we had a good relationship" I said confused

"I'm sorry Lamelo Im just as confused as you are I just have a feeling this is right I guess" she said pulling my hand off her wrist and walking out the door