Loving Lamelo Ball

You don't remember

Jonah POV
After dogging a few hits from Lani outside of the room she said

"How could you tell her that" "And she still remembers lamelo"

"Okay I mean dose he even care about her I mean he hasn't came to check on her"

"You don't know what he's going through I mean it's hard seeing her like this but-

"You can't say anything because after all the shit me and Chanel went threw I was the only one in that room with her! So she wouldn't wake up alone so she could know at least someone cares for her" I cut her off

"I get that but you took a opportunity to build another relationship with her to lie to her face and tell her that"

"I know that was wrong but that was another chance to be in her life and for her not to hate me after what happened that night"

"You know how much that impacted her life. No words can even describe how you made her felt. You were the first boy she ever loved. You cheated on her multiple times played with her heart gave her trust issues. She still hasn't got over! And now you tell her this"

"I know you won't understand but this is my second chance" I said

"People like you don't deserve second chances! Especially when you mess up a good person's life. Because I still haven't seen my best friend since the day you did that to her. Her smile is fake. She's scared to trust ANYONE. And now she can trust you but she just has no clue" she screamed at me and walked away I looked in the room to see chanel playing with her hands innocently and felt guilt run through my body

December 23 2015

"I honestly don't know why you're trippin" I said unbothered seeing her cry uncontrollably

"I'm trippin you literally just cheated on me and I caught you and you don't even care"she said

"I mean what do you expect me to do" I said

"At least say sorry I mean I'm sorry that I'm moving but it's not my fault I mean why would I wanna leave but it's not my fault"

"I know it isn't but damn what do you expect me to do just act like this isn't bothering me"

"I know it is but every time I ask you to talk to me you never talk"

"Because it's hard!" I said upset she didn't understand why

"You know what's harder not being able to trust someone you love"

Jonah POV

"So you're saying that the only thing she doesn't remember is people she hadn't seen ina long time" I said clarifying what the doctor said

"Yes and that is why she doesn't remember you are a lot of people from her past. But sometimes she'll remember someone but not remember there relationship or key things about them" The doctor said as I thought about how she remembered Lamelo but forgot that she dated him