My Mine (18+)

9.

NANDINI

I groaned turning to another side of bed finding certain someone
I frowned more when I found none
Where's manik? This was the first thought that came in my mind
There was no sound coming from the shower so he wasn't there for sure and the balcony door was closed as well
Where the heck is he
I got up and instantly the headache striked me like a Fucking truck

FUCK I groaned loudly
After gulping some water I remembered how I doozed on the couch and manik would have carried me upstairs
Huff!!! Where's this boy I wanna see him what if he left
No he would have informed me then
Ughh

I opened my phone checking any sort of text from him but got nothing
Suddenly my eyes land on the time
And I freaked outtt

Fuck fuck fuckkk it was past eight and fab4 were supposed to here in any minute or they already are here

No!( I cried dramatically)
After all the blunder manik Malhotra caused freaking out and coming here to see me without telling them has already hinted them about us
And I'm damn sure they are gonna question us sooner or later
Heck later they're gonna question me now

Where's manik
I asked him to wake me up soon so that I could prepare something for them

That jerk Malhotra i'm gonna kill him

Glancing at time I realized I have wasted another 20 minutes in my thoughts and shit
I got up from bed and just washed my face setting my hair
Well I wanted to shower but knowing the fever stuff I thought it wasn't a good idea

I made my way downstairs hoping they are not here yet
But
But
But
How come God ever listen to me

There they all sitting together and manik on single couch clutching a pillow! What??

What's wrong with this boy( I sighed dramatically)

And then others were glancing him weirdly
I guess I'm late they are In a sorta serious conversation about us certainly

Gawdd i should hurry

As I on the middle of staircase I could hear their muffled voices and it was getting clearer

And I stayed rooted when manik voice hitted me

So you accept nandini right?

NO( everyone said)

And I froze down at my place
I..I mean I thought it was going to be good
That they'll be accepting me in manik life
All the memories with manik and his gesture today came rushing back to me and a tear fell down from me eyes
I was so overwhelmed and the headache made it worse
I can't lose manik
Not this easily
I have to try to get him I..I have finally found someone who takes care of me and has accepted me as I am and I can't stand the thought of him leaving me when I just got him
I can't lose him ever
Butt butt then what about then they are his friends since idk yearsss
And I just met him like a month ago or something
I can't break them just because of my fuckin selfish reasons
I can't see manik heartbroken
He loves them
And maybe they are accusing him because of me
I can't do that
I can't let that happen
I'm gonna fix this
There was so much negative thoughts going around my head right now
I'm not thinking straight

with all this I didn't realize that I yelled loudly

WHAT???

And all the heads turned towards my side
And they all widened their eyes especially manik who was already making his way towards me

Well I was half way through the stairs so I literally ran down getting idk how much of "careful nandini stop running "from manik  he was standing at the end of stairs waiting for me but not giving any heed to him I made my way towards Fab 5
And start my rambling