My Mine (18+)

15.

MANIK

C- I don't understand how the accident happened manik

Idk either One moment i was driving and next i was out...i heard some noises around me but none helped me i wonder who brought me here because i was in some isolated shit area

C- But manik what about the ones we payed for the fake accident
Did they..??

I don't think so i guess maybe nandini's father knew i was planning something like that or he was just lucky successfully hurting me
I don't care because either way i was going to get hurt
Atleast i have my nandini back now so it doesn't matter much
I...

WHAT THE FUCK!!

Shit cabirrrr you said she left(i scowled to cabir)

C-I thought she did(he whispered yelled)

Fuckk fuck fuckk she's going to kill me now just because of your dumb ass
You sick fuck

C-What the hell manik stop abusing me i...

N- Shut the fuck up you both are sick so fucki--

C- Ugh whats with everyone swearing at me you--

N- Shut up get the fuck out of here everyone
Outtt....(she shouted)

She was furious so furious god save me he looks are like as if she's gonna eat me alive
These friends of mine just left
Fuckkk I'm so deaddd

She is approaching me
she is coming ahhh
Did i forgot to mention she look cute while being angry
I mean she's always cute but right now she looks super cute
How come someome be cute and hot at the same time
Wow she's just wow
(I didn't realise i was smiling like a fool)

NANDINI

Wow just wow he's smiling at me
As if he's going to get rewarded or shit
He's grinning like a fool
Wtf
And he looks cute and ho--

No Shut up I'm angry right now

I slowly approached him smacking his head not to harshly but not even lightly
Wha..t i am pissed

M- Ouch nandini what the hell

Exactly manik what the hell
Fuck what's wrong with you and everyone
You guys are sick who even does that you can't just heir someone to hurt you intentionally
Thats so fucked up
Where.....oh god what were you thinking
What if ....what if that accident went wrong and God forbid something might have had happened to you...
I..i would have been a mess..
Oh gawd what were you thinking back then

Nan--

No what were you thinking huh by hurting yourself and all that shit
And fab4 they didn't even argue with this
They just agreed oh god what's wrong with everyone you can't just...
This is madness manik this is--

M- No Shut it alright i did because i wanted to
And our friends agreed because i asked them to
So it was my decision alright
And it's not like it was real or something
It was fake nandini fake!!(he said annoyingly)

Fake huh you think it's not a big deal right??

M- Yes it's not moreover i did it beca...

Right it's not a big deal for you but it's for me
Dammit you can't just do something like that and act cool about it
Gawd my father just heired that FAke driver of yours to kill you
Now you get this he could've killed you
Your this whatever sick game of getting into a fake accident would've gone wrong
Fake accidents doesn't land you on a fucking bed
You're hurt
It's not major but it's not even minor
I can't believe you could do something like that manik you---

I just wanted you back dammit..(he yelled)

What?!! How...

M- Yes i...i figured out that you were lying to me all that fight shit was not real
I thought about it a lot and this was the only idea that came into my mind that time nandini..
I wanted you back in my life
So bad
I...i thought that seeing me hurt would bring you back into my arms
I thought seeing me like this will keep you with me...
I know it was selfish but i just couldn't let you go..so i heired the goons and all that shit
I just asked them to bump in my car
This just didn't go as planned it was a mistake i admit
It's ok though...i..

Gawdd(rubbing my face) you're so...i can't believe you manik this is not how you deal with things
Yes i would've came to you when you were hurt fuck i did today too
I was freezed manik i couldn't breath for a sec hearing you are hurt
Hearing you are in hospital
That was a nightmare
You think that playing these games and shit would have bring me back!??
Damn i had my reasons to leave you...i didn't just go because i wanted to--

M- exactly nandini you had reasons but you didn't share it with me
Let alone me you shared it with noone
What do you even expect from me
I was going mad watching you behaving so weird
I was scared for the first Fucking time to lose someone so close to me
I..i couldn't stand the thought of you getting away from me...
But you cared less you were selfish
you had your reason fine but what about me
You didn't think about me huh??

I did it to keep you safe what do you think i liked the way i talked to you that day
No i don't i was fucking hurting too
So don't you dare put this on me
I had reasons and I'll do it again if needed

M-The fuck you'll do
You can't and you won't
You can't just leave me whenever you want
Even if its about my life being in danger
You have to come and talk to me
You have to let go all the insecurities
You have to let go the fear
You can't always do that to me

I can't...i had a bitter past alright it's not easy for me to just act so strong all the time
I'm tired so fucking tired of fighting and fighting....
Anyways (wipping the tears )just have some rest you need it I'm going i have some work

M- Work huh you're running again aren't you
As always
Everytime walking away isn't the solution you can't run away from me
Ever just know that you..

For now...just sleep manik please you're hurt

M- So we are fighting now(he said slowly when i was about to open the door)

You wish (i said getting out of there )

I didn't looked back after that
I drived to god knows where
I just knew i needed to get out of here
I...know manik is right
He always is
He said i was selfish the fuck i was
I'm selfish for my loved ones and it has always been like that
I fucking am selfish
I'm a coward i know I can't just run away  from my problems
But that's how i deal with situations which aren't in my control
That's how I do it
And I'm not ashamed of it
Thats me
All these years i avoided my demons i avoided him
But now when he's at my doorstep I can't just avoid it
I know i have to fight it back
I have to do something
But...i just need time
I need to get my shit together first
And I'm gonna do it
It's a  promise
I wont just let my fucking father go away from it like that
He's gonna pay for what he did to my manik
And I'm gonna make him regret every single fucking thing he did to me,my mom and my manik

Peace✌️