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What happened when your heart stop beating.....emptiness. ..a light..voices around me...all worried for me..I can hear them but they cant hear me....not even my last breath......

We are back home...
Derek call alexander told him that im staying with him and that for no discussion but he agree with the condition anything happens....he wants to know...
Derek agree strange to believe it but he agree...
We didn't talk about what happened.....
He just ask me about the wedding....nothing else...
What I feel out of place....
Im in the shower listening the water dripping...actually....having a vision...this time.....about me....
Closing my eyes memorized every detail....sobbing. ..trying not to cry...
I have to remember....everything. ..
My baby moving....
Jean......
Opening my eyes founding derek looking at me..
Right now I feel so vulnerable....weak...tired....alone but why ...
Derek close the shower he take my robe and a the towel ...
He dry me put me the robe drying my hair....im just looking at him...
He look at me smiling moving his arms around me lifting me up and take me to my bedroom sitting me in the bed..and walk downtairs..we are actually in my apartment....
I didn't realize he make a few changes in the room until I look around me standing from the bed my closet was gone actually move and now is a room without door ...walking inside I almost faint....a baby's room...everything was simple and have everything...a softly old pink color with beige with white tree painted at the wall...a antique cradle beautiful restore in wood in beige...a chair in the corner..a drawer already full of clothes...a window pointed to the living room..
I keep looking around aproching to the craddle touching the sheets and the comfort...this belong...
I hope you like it...
I look at the door..derek with a tray with food
This belongs to you...I said touching the craddle
Is belong to our daughter now...derek said leaving the tray over the table and walk inside
When did you do this...I ask looking at him
After I left you resting in alexander house I ask lydia for help I bringing this from the house and put it back together...derek said looking around smiling standing behind me
Im just touching a white fluffy sheets with the initial..DH...im starting to cry...me and my hormones what could be worst...
Jean....are you ok...derek said moving his arms at me softly make me turning still having the sheets in my arms
He look for my face ....
Your not happy...derek said
I look at him
Im ...very...but this few days my body is out of control....I said smiling
Still having mood swing....derek said relax and amused
Worst....like now...I said inhaling
Hungry...derek ask me smiling
Starving...literally. ..I said blushing
He just take me in his arms kissing my forehead and we walk out of the room..derek keep me closer to his body...we walk downstairs sitting me in the pillow area
My life without you would never be the same...derek said brushing his lips softly in my forehead and walk upstairs for the tray
My body automatically tensed remembering....the vision
I look upstairs....breathless...touching my baby
I know....I hope you forgive me.....one day

Next day
Stiles pov
We are at school ...
Everything seem to back to normal...
No dead pool ...no assassins....finally...but why I feel so bad
Stiles....
Yeah....I said jumping looking at malia
Are you going to help me...malia said
What....I said confused
Math...you said you going to help me...malia said looking at me
Right....right.....I said opening the book moving my hands
What wrong with you been acting strange since you wake up....malia ask me
Me.?....I said to her
Yeah....you whats going on...malia said sitting next to me
Im star looking around
Stiles.....
Alright.....alright...I dont know are you ever have the feeling...I didn't finished moving my hands
What feeling.....malia ask
When you gonna lose someone....lydia said
We look at lydia
Yeah....that feeling....I said nervous
Lydia sit with us but she wasn't there
Lydia....
Is gonna happen anyway...lydia said
Im confused....malia said
Lydia...I said touching her hand
Lydia look at me sad
Nothing is gonna save her now....

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