For the next two weeks it was the same routine. Same foods, same cloths, same people, same everything.
Feli tried multiple times to skip out of practice. I think with me feeling down its hurting the others around me.
That morning
As I got up to go make breakfast, I knew I'd been beaten by Japan. He was making rice with eggs. I wasn't going to complain. As I walked past him I softly said "no training today". At this he nearly dropped a bowl he had for the rice. Japan gave me a curious look but wasn't going to complain. He wouldn't complain since its been 24 days of straight practice.
I eat quickly and leave ...my mind is a race against time, a ticking time bomb, a grenade with the pin pre pulled.
I went to my favorite spot took off my shoes and rolled up my pants. I sat on the bank thinking and splashing my feet in the water. Everything a month ago seemed so clear, I was moving on. But no I had to have nightmares to remind me that I still don't have all my memories.
I sat there until noon. I got up to put on my shoes when I heard a voice behind me say " if I didn't know you for your battle tactics, I would of totally tried to come up and give you a hug then maybe a kiss".
As I turned around I found Ivan standing there with a pleasant smile.
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Dark Spaces
FanfictionMy name is Lucilia, Im basically the girl version of Ludwig. The main point of life in Germany is how unfair it is but when you go through countless wars, you learn that there's more to you then the precious light that your allies see. More to you a...
