My mom used to tell me not to eat after 8
but I can't seelp from staving all day.
So I go in the kitchen eat whatever I
can find. Now I feel like a fariler I'm
not eating today. I stood up to fast
and fall right to the floor, why do
I take prices in passing out at ball games.
Count the calories that all I do
" how much would it take to
burn it off!?! No more then 600
a day" it's never low enough 160....150.....140....130.....125....110
Don't wight more then 115,
everything needs to be thiner,
smiles,finner Maby I'll be loved
maby I won't be so annoyed.
I find myself always tired 😴
and staving....but ther something
about staving working myself to
deft that is just so satisfying.
It seems my mind just keep
thinking control keep thinking
if I just loes 10 pounds and would be good
NOEP!!!!!!
When I eat I don't test food
I taste cal the guilt of eating
even one bit harnts me.
I am so fucking Tired of
feeling dizzy and tired Or
not letting myself eat what I
Want. Tired of looking up ways
to Make myself puke or diffen
workouts I heat eating I hate
how it makes my chest huart
I hate how it makes me feel,
But I love skipping meals and
being so proud of
Myself for not eating.
Lying about what I have
ate what kind of foods I like
and don't like going crazy oven
the number on the scale.
Don't Eat......
Don't Eat......
Don't Eat .....
If you have a craving
just draw it out.
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Poetrythis will be some eating disorder quotes pomes sort story I will do other mental illness and whatever you want just tell me please ❤️ 🥺 and if you have any ideas 💡 I will do them so please tell me. ⚠️TW: will have eating disorder blood causing abu...
