I'll make you hear the voice of my heart [ENG]

Chapter 39

Kirishima view:

With my hands raised demonstratively, I slowly walked towards Katsuki, which only caused him to back away a bit, whimpering softly, while he continued to desperately try to somehow cover his body with his hands. Swallowing hard, I remained standing with my hands still raised so as not to frighten him even more, which is why I spoke calmly: ,,Shhhh, Katsuki.....all is well....You are safe here, I promise! You don't have to be afraid. No one will hurt you anymore, I promise!" Not responding at all to my words, Katsuki continued to back away from me as I again walked slowly towards him with my hands raised, at least until Katsuki's gaze fell on the large mirror in the room. Because as soon as his eyes met the playful glass, more tears rose in his eyes again and he tried to hide his body a bit more again, while his legs seemed to give way under him. Before the blond haired man could slump to the ground though, I carefully grabbed his slightly trembling body and lowered myself to the ground along with him, pulling him onto my lap at the same time. While Katsuki was sobbing quietly into my shirt, which I still wore with my bathing suit, I turned his head carefully so that he could no longer see the mirror and stroked his soft blond hair soothingly.
A few minutes we sat so simply on Katsukis ground, before I asked carefully: "What's wrong Kats?.....Why are you sitting in your room crying instead of joining us out by the pool?!.......Has Midoriya got you back...." Shaking his head, Katsuki interrupted me, which is why I just tickled his fluffy hair a little more, though, while I asked worriedly: "Then what is it, Kat?" Pulling up her nose, Katsuki replied sniffling: "Wh-wh-why me? How-why do y-you waste y-your time m-with someone like m-me.......I-I'm f-fat, h-ugly u-and n-useless! W-why do you love s-someone n-useless like me....." Looking at him in shock, I replied as I put my hands to his cheeks and made him look me straight in the eye: "What no...you are none of those things Katsuki! You're not fat...your body is divine, besides, I'm not with you because of your body!.....You're not useless either! You deserve so much, Kat......What makes you think that about yourself?" Sobbing a little louder again, the blond-haired man whimpered, "Don't lie to me, Kirishima!.....I know that's not true.....M-my entire body is covered in quite a few n-scars because I wasn't psychologically strong enough!" Gripping the small rolls of his belly, Bakugo continued to sob: ,,U-and here..fat! Why↪Po_00what do you see in me?! You could have so much better w-when you were with..." Before he could finish speaking I interrupted him as I smiled softly at him: "If I were with someone else?..Katsuki listen.....Yes it may be that your body has scars, but they don't make you any less handsome.......They are not a sign of weakness either! On the contrary, they show how much you've been through........And the little rolls on your stomach....." Gently breathing a kiss on Katsuki's belly, I continued: "Look, even I have a few rolls of flab....that just shows when you sit.....And I like to tell you again,..I'm not with you because of your body, but because of your character! You are perfect the way you are Kats...I love you!" With that I showered Katsuki's face with several kisses, which made him giggle and me smile as well.