I'll make you hear the voice of my heart [ENG]

Chapter 3

Bakugo's view:

My brow furrowed in confusion as I unlocked the front door with my cell phone in hand. Shouldn't Kirishima and the other idiots be home by now?! Even if they didn't, they usually wrote on their way home. So why wasn't there a single message from them?! Except for the drunk, meaningless messages from my parents, the hateful texts from my former classmates, I had no further notification. Something tightened again in my chest as I internally reviewed the entire day and wondered if I had done anything wrong today. In the meantime I had entered our house and went straight to the kitchen, after I quickly put my bag in my room. Because it never crossed their mind to make me something to eat and because they were too lazy to do something edible for themselves, I would stand in the kitchen every day after school to prepare food before going in my room to do homework and study. Well and since I had to cook for myself and my parents for years, my cooking skills were quite advanced. Sighing, I took the pots out of the cupboards before I started chopping vegetables and other ingredients and tossing them into the pot. Fortunately, it didn't take too long to cut everything today, which is why I was able to turn on the stove after a short time. While the food was cooking, I sat at the kitchen table and started my homework, stirring the food every now and then. Almost finished with my homework, I quickly brought my notebooks back up to my room before dragging the hot pot to the table. So I was pulling out the plates and was about to finish setting the table when I stumbled over something. Unfortunately the plates made a loud noise when they shattered into thousands of pieces on the floor. Within a few seconds, both of my parents were standing in front of me, and my mother growled angrily: ,,You useless brat! You are useful for nothing, you numb piece of shit! You ungrateful scum! We'll raise you up and offer you a roof over your head and that's how you thank us?! By willfully destroying our facility?! Off to your room! There's nothing to eat for you today, maybe you'll learn your lesson then!?" Since I couldn't get up off the floor fast enough, she grabbed my ash-blonde hair and pulled me to my feet before she roughly pushed me out of the kitchen. Without a word, I disappeared into my room, where I threw myself on my bed and curled up in my blanket. I picked up my cell phone again and checked, but this time again I had no new message from the idiots of the so-called Bakusquad, who usually put a smile on my face in such situations. My eyes widened in shock when I saw our group, well now our former WhatsApp group. They actually renamed the group from 'CrazzyBakusquad' to something without my name before they kicked me out of the group. Had they accidentally taken me out of the group?! No, that couldn't be. They would have noticed and would have added me back to the group! Slowly tears welled up as I put my phone away and snuggled into my blanket a little more. With narrowed eyes I focused on my breathing so as not to fall into my old habits of stress relief. I didn't even notice that at some point I fell asleep on an empty stomach, whispering to myself until then: ,,Calm down, Katsuki! You have been used to all of this for a long time! It can't hurt you anymore, you've done it too often for that! It has always been you alone against the rest of this unfair world!"