My Heart 1

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My heart 1

Condemn me for my sins
Throw it in my face; I'm just like my father. words hurt, huh
Tell me, what's the last thing
You did besides live in a fantasy
Land creating madness, killing happiness, pushing every bitch
Away didn't mean to call you bitch if you ever get pushed to the point where physical violence becomes a thing. Remove yourself, save yourself. They are not going to see your Vision till you show them
Tell them the real keep your fears exposed, live fearless, be heard my nigga Condemn me for my sins. I'm not perfect. Yes, I'm still learning. Yes, I'm painting a beautiful picture at the end
Don't link me with gossip
Not really friendly sorry to me for not Being close to my goals got out of my sight, sorry to me for letting foolishness get in the way
Should be healing getting away
From the plan, stupid me back
Focus long conversations about
What needed be done, stupid me
Got lost in the sauce little baby thought I cheated stupid you how you think you got a lick back when I never stepped out of bounds stupid you Condemn
Me for my sins asking for forgiveness wash me in the blood of Jesus Condemn me for my sins
Can't sleep when I'm not where I want to be at out working everybody writing, hoping someone feels me judge me don't give a fuck this my truth my life been a fight since sliding out the pussy born with a crazy condition liver had to be removed a piece of my dads in my body they told my mom, I wouldn't be able to do anything to being able to do everything beat all the odds death been knocking not time yet nigga got more living to do still haven't had a family yet don't see myself dying no time soon future looking brighter
See my plans working hear what they say I should do have a different method, have a different strategy would get deeper into it you'll watching it grow in front of your eyes hope you proud of me for finally seeing the light in all this darkness killing all bad habits loving self-feeding my brain eating better learning to open up been so closed in used to be scared to live cause of my condition, telling myself bullshit to stay in nowhere land running for my life to a better life how can you hate me all I've ever did was show love feel me you do something wrong won't speak on it know what you did I cherish your life think you should more see why people be dying snakes in disguise as friends & females pushing people to the point you're life & my freedom doesn't matter anymore free my brothers they all got trapped by the system back home to repeat the same action couldn't be me did my dirt won't get deeply into it won't indict myself Condemn me for my sins my heart has changed done stressing got some growing to do can feel the change in my heart
My mind under Construction
Whole thought pattern changed
In a blink of an eye more comfortable in my skin, seeing myself in the mirror, motivated beyond measurement. The sky is the limit & it isn't a limit on how far I'm going first in my family to do everything you'll see mark my words feel my words fell in love with the ink if it ever dries up my heart has flat line & my story will live forever for generation & generation to come to never give up & give life everything make mistakes learn from them don't regret anything save all your money don't try to keep up with someone else keep up with yourself keep your eyes on your own paper never take for shortcuts grind nothing is given to you must work for your wants life a bitch I know keep your head up & keep pushing through stay calm through the storm.

love forever
- Brenton Nicholas

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