My heart part 3
Tell me pure thoughts
Don't lie understand
I'm in tune won't
Show my hand play
Stupid really stupid
You really can't say
To much don't want
To reveal who I'm really
Am pouring too much
Of me in these pages almost
Lost myself loving someone who
Didn't love themselves trying to
Twist my thoughts up held my tongue cause I understand the
Power behind the tongue only
Been speaking to the moon praying
To the almighty to wash me in blood
Of his son forgive me done so much wrong doing so many bad choices lead myself into this dark places I will escape promise to leave with my heart pure again use to be such a good soul till I got lost in this world glad to be back up on my feet they left me for dead know they speak
Harsh on my name so much untrue
Shit being said kept my mouth closed cause I look in the mirror every day and I'm happy with who I am not who they paint me to be I'm different got my eyes on the prize ain't lost my drive I love to shop gotta stop popping tens before they kill me living so fast hope not to die gotta lotta money put away been saving for them rainy days done washed my hands they were so dirty remember being out all night couldn't go home to my bitch would pop so many tens would be scared to sleep got death on my mind they talk too much I've been quiet no words to say just know it's whatever with whoever ain't no fear in me I'm changing please don't make me go back to old ways I'm finally forgiving myself for all the pain I've costed over the years took my time to calm this rage in my heart feels good to say I'm finally happy no more nightmares I sleep comfortable
No stress just laugh at my peers need better energy around me
So I kick it by my lonely not really into
Pointless conversations don't care what another person got going on to
Focus on my plate.
Yours truly
برينتون نيكولاس
