My heart 5
Double crossed by people I thought loved me crazy thing is I saw the fuck shit didn't wanna believe it was supposed to hold me down like my spine my fault for thinking everybody loyal like me got bitches on my line who want me for the sex but who gonna cherish me looking for love in a dark place swear it's only getting worse cause I'm older tired of these hoes want me a real one tired of popping these perks stomach in my back right now cause I'm craving them tens can't shake the feeling got duck tape on my wounds reopening every wound heart full of pain glad to be a stoic enduring all this pain wondering if God listening cause every time I make that prayer for you to remove all the negativity from my life you expose all the fakes in a matter of seconds shit get deep like watching your friend die in front of your face seen my death in my dreams hope it's painless hope they don't cry for me don't worry I'm not weak won't go to the park & end it all I'm too alive just know it's dark again love the rain know I don't mind the pain it's all apart of life she a bitch who love slow dancing in the rain
& I'm out here with her asking her the fuck you want from me heart all black like the pavement still in the streets like the lines in the road miss all my brother who up the road still round the same niggas who taught me everything it's still never leave my brothers till my heart flat line
Can't believe my dawg died who .gonna help sis raise them kids
This my heart in these pages pouring my whole heart out won't lie in these pages promise to get deeper & create something beyond your wildest dreams thank you for
reading.
Yours truly
- برينتون نيكولاس.
