lacuna - a poetry collection

i still think about us

i still think about us
thought i got over it a year or two ago

but i still remember

laughing together until we can't breathe
running around in the rain
not caring we were like a hurricane

we were crazy
but crazy together
weird
but weird together

i promised myself i could never love another
for i could never bear to lose some other
the pain of losing the one you love most
not being able to hold them close

and now i wonder
i wonder
do we still have the same favorite movie
i wonder
do we still laugh the same way
i wonder
do we still know each other

it seems like you've already found the one
i see you online, having your fun

and we text every once in a while
but you can't even remember my hair style
how much do you remember?
how much have you forgotten?

because it's been nearly three years now
and i still ask myself how

how did i survive without you
you truly were my other half

we were more than best friends
more than family