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hey chris

chrissy wake up
hi

what happened yesterday?
are you okay?

yeah im fine

you rushed out, did i do
something?

no, i did something
im sorry

theres nothing to be
sorry for, chris

but i almost kissed you
when you clearly didnt
want to kiss me back and
i didn't even ask before
im sorry

chris its okay!
i promise

it isnt
im sorry

it is i swear

did you wanna kiss
me back?

i think so

you think so?

yeah i think so

okay

chris wtf
you're being so short
with me. like can we
talk abt this

i mean you just broke up
with finn like three months
ago i feel like maybe you
just wanna kiss someone
you dont wanna kiss me
specifically

and who said that?
what the fuck

i just dont think youre
ready

YOU dont think im ready?
chris thats my decision, not
yours. you don't get a say in
what i do. i like you, i really
do, and it feels weird for me
because ive known you for
so long, but if youre gonna
talk like that, like try and make
decisions for me, i dont want
to be with you.

wait im sorry

talk to me when you're
in the right mind
like what the fuck dude

i didnt mean it like that
im just scared
and i dont want to hurt
you again even though
thats not what i wanna
do
i just dont want you to
go through what youve
been through again bc
i know im dumb and i
mess up a lot and i just
dont want to hurt you

i cant tell if this is damage
control or if you actually
mean it.

i fucking mean it, jude.

ill talk to you later, okay?

okay.

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