The pain we share

Chapter twenty

Your body feels so heavy and cold , no one is by your side , Mikey left you in the sheets alone after he told you he doesn't wanna lose you, this thought frustrated you so much, you hated this empty feeling

Something started to vibrate next to you ,so you opened your eyelids to be blinded by the morning sun "fuck this shit ,not today" you closed your eyes and put your hand on the nightstand only to feel your phone vibrating

You took it in your hand and rushed under the covers so you can open your eyes freely

Trying to open your eyes ,you barely saw that someone was calling as you responded not being in the mood to read who's calling "yeah"

"Love" it was Mikey's voice, his voice warmed you up after you were so close to ignore him for the day

"Hmm" you couldn't say anything to him, complain about something was in your reflex already, but you didn't want to right now as you saw that he cleaned you up and clothed you before putting you to sleep

"I'm in the kitchen, you can come to take breakfast too"

"I'll be right there" your sleepy voice was nothing compared to his right now, just by hearing yourself you could tell how desperate you were last night for him

"Sorry that I woke you up" his apology made you giggle a little, because it sounded childish and it reminded you how he was 12 years ago

"It's okay, I'll be there in ten minutes" you hung up ,but you couldn't help but smile

Turning yourself to the side so you can sit, but something stopped you, the soreness coming from your bottom

You grabbed the edge of the  nightstand to help yourself as you finally stand up and your feet were about to give up, but that will happen only on your dead body

So you just walked to the mirror to see your morbid reflection in the mirror, your morning face wasn't getting any better

Noticing the clothes at the edge of the bed ,you wanted to see what are those, you sounded stupid in your mind but it was a fact that you couldn't deny it

They must be your skirt and a new t-shirt as you remembered what happened to the other one "that damn Mikey, he even cleaned my skirt"

You got dressed in those clothes and brushed your hair before looking at your figure in the mirror "why am I feeling like this?"

Dizziness started to dominate your head as you were about to fall , but your stubbornness couldn't let you "on my dead body" you got yourself up and headed to the kitchen

The kitchen was filled with Bonten executives as you can hear them from the stairs, someone is really energetic today

That someone was Sanzu, you took a glance at him being a little bit fucked off and went to Mikey who was eating a doriaky

He turned his head to you giving you a kiss before grabbing you by the waist, pulling you to sit beside him

"Good morning y/n" Ran came to you giving you a coffee along with a smirk

"Morning" you just felt like Sanzu and Rindou didn't sleep all night, because they're so fucking loud "what's with those two?"

Ran pointed to his brother and Sanzu "they're always like that"

"Mhm" you started sipping on your coffee not being interested anymore

"I told you so many times , don't eat those shits in the morning" Rindou started screaming at Sanzu

"What's stopping me, huh?" Sanzu just came closer to him ready to grip his shirt

"Stop being a fucking druggie and listen, we even have a mission today and you're already like this" Sanzu shut up at his argument after seeing you staring at them fighting

"Y/n" Sanzu came closer to you as Rindou followed him

"We gotta tell you what you're gonna do" Rindou just slapped himself mentally and physically and Ran started to chuckle at the sight of his annoyed brother

"Go on" you just sat there listening as you weren't in the mood for something else

Rindou pushed Sanzu and got in front of him "this time we got some sneaky traitors and you have to seduce them and put them to sleep, we're gonna be there too don't worry"

"It's alright even if you're not there, I'm gonna be alright" you formed a smile on your lips as you put the cup of coffee on the table

"We can't afford you to get hurt anyway, so you'll not be alone and after you put them to sleep , we're just gonna give them to this druggie right here" Rindou pointed at a Sanzu that was counting his strands of hair

Sanzu got on his nerves "what do you think you're doing?!"

"Counting....25..26"

"You're making fun of me" Rindou grabbed Sanzu's collar and glared at him

"Thanks for the explanation Rindou"

"You're welcome, cause I think you wouldn't get it from him"

"What do you mean, I'm really good at explaining"

"You're as good as-"

"I think you know our deal" Mikey looked at them dead in the eyes as he pulled you closer to him, he couldn't risk it

"Yes Mikey, you're not gonna see even a scratch on her" Sanzu looked at Mikey as Rindou let go of his collar

"Good, you know what happens if I see something on her" both of them nodded at him and then looked at you with hope in they're eyes as you knew they couldn't protect you fully in that situation