The pain we share

Chapter twenty one

Beauty may be described as a soft personality with a kind heart for others or maybe having a curvy body and a pretty face , but for you it was both except the personality

You can say that in many moments pf your life you should've backed off, because it will put you at risk , that's the kind of stubborn personality you can have sometimes

The dress that was hugging your curves perfectly hypnotized yourself that was looking in the mirror before going on the with Sanzu and Rindou

They got you this dress telling you that we need this look, but you thought that your looks even without
the dress were enough, the dress was a dull f/c, but your body made it shine in some way

You left the room with a piece of confidence in your mind and went to the duo that was arguing in the moment

"You're gonna stay in the car and I'm gonna take him from y/n" Rindou pointed at Sanzu

"I can take him by myself" Sanzu spat at Rindou and you could see anger started to form in his blue orbs

You got yourself together before going to them and slapped they're heads lightly "Guys snap off, cut it out"

"Oh y/n-" Rindou was about to say something but you were still the same as twelve years ago

"You're arguing in a mission day , first thing in the day you argue can't you two just suffer each other for a day" that's what you're attitude was about

Rindou and Sanzu were stunned , they just started at you like you were some monster and something snapped in your head "what"

"You just look perfect" Sanzu looked away while slapping Rindou's nape

"You're beautiful, we're gonna finish this mission with success" Rindou looked at Sanzu that was about to get in the car

"Thanks" you just felt bad after lecturing them a little , this duo is too much for you

You entered the car and everything was quiet , those two were really getting along for the moment, but you couldn't stay like this , you and Andrei were worse

"I'm sorry" the silence was killing you, at least you could apologize to them

"It's okay, we always do this" Rindou chuckled

Sanzu took a little glance at you before looking at the road again and smile to himself "you're the first one to stop us"

"He's right, no one would bother to give us a lecture"

"Hmm" you just stood there in your seat getting your shit together

"Oh yeah, you should order a drink first, when you arrive" Rindou gave you a photo of the man you have to get

"Nah, I'll go on a simple way"

"What's that" Sanzu started to smirk at your words that sound interesting to him

"If he is around many girls , I can just fall on his lap and beg for forgiveness" you looked bored on the window

"That's not how it is darling , you know you have to put him to sleep , don't you?" Sanzu got his pills from his pants and threw them in the back

"You should use them, it's gonna be easier and I don't know about how you get him, just get him" Sanzu's words were piercing your pride right now

In your life you couldn't fail any kind of these things , if it was about killing or about manipulating someone, nothing would even get to you

You wouldn't expect for someone to take you down, twelve years ago you were making money by doing some dangerous shit , just to have for Andrei and you

Frustration came to you, he always had clean hands and yours were the bloody ones, they were always the dirty ones

"Shit" Sanzu took a curbe that made you change your seats and Rindou slam his head against the window

"What the fuck are you doing, did you get yourself high before driving?" Rindou started screaming at Sanzu, cause of his behavior

"Me ,no, I just took a little dose"

"What?!" Rindou widened his eyes before catching the wheel "stop the car I'm gonna drive"

"I can drive shitty Rindou, it was just a curbe, so fuck off and stay in your seat" Sanzu turned his head at Rindou , taking his eyes off the road

"Sanzu, eyes on the road" in that moment you saw death taking you as a car was speeding in front of him

Rindou took the wheel in his hands and turned to right to park it "get out , imma drive, with you we'll die"

Your breath was heavy as you saw your life in front of your eyes "I don't wanna hear any complaints Sanzu" you spat at him

"Okay, okay, let's change" he got out of the car for Rindou to change seats with him