Insomniac
Song by Chakra Efendi and Memo Boy
"You want answer right ? So go "
Was all I needed to hear from Sebastian
Not caring I had people over my house I took my car and drove to Regie place
I drove and drove and drove you could say I didn't stop at red lights cause I was driving really fast
I wanted these - No I needed these answer why haven't you been talking to me for the pass 3 days .
We're suppose to be bestfriends
When I got to Regie house i parked my car got out and knocked on his door .
No one answer
I was outside for at least 3-5 minutes
I knocked again and there he was in my face
"Hi " he said
"Hey " I said
We haven't broke eye contact yet
"Come in " he said
"Okay " I said
Broke eye contact
I went over and sat on the couch in the living room .He followed behind . He sat on one couch and I sat on another, it was so awkward until he spoke up .
"Hey so about the party - oliver I didn't mean to ghost you I didn't mean to leave the way things did " he said
"But you did " I said
"I wasn't just feeling right it was just the weird feeling in my stomach everytime I thought about that night and I just didn't like it so I knew I couldn't face you so I just -
"You just left me with one thousand questions because that's so much better right ?" I said sarcastically
"But you make it seem like I did it on purpose " he said
"I mean you didn't do it on accident Regie " I said
"It didn't matter oli you were drunk I was drunk we didn't mean anything that we did or was about to do " he said
"Okay so why am I here you Told me that already "
I said getting up
"I just want to reassure-
"Reassure something that i already know Regie I know that you didn't mean shit I know that you don't fucking like guys I know I know why the hell am I here " I said
"Stop fucking cutting me off and maybe you would know why your here " he said getting up
"Your here because I would be a bad friend if I didn't clear things up " he said
"Oh so ghosting me for 3 days didn't make you a bad friend ? " I said
" or how about how about using me to get over your funky ass Ex ? " I said
"You fucking kissed me ? "He said
"And you kissed back because you were hurt " I said
"Oliver you wasn't feeling to good yourself either you was pissed off because of that bitch jenny " he said
"She's not a bitch " I said
"Oh what your on her side now just 4 days ago you hated her ass " he said
"That doesn't fucking matter Regie your not a good friend " I said
"Are you even my friend at all ? " I asked
"I am oliver and that's why I brought you over here cause I wanted to clear thing up " he said bring his voice level down
Regie stepped closer to me
"Your making things worse " i said looking at him in his eyes
"How ?"he asked
"We are suppose to be bestfriends Regie do you not see me as your bestfriend " I asked
"Cause if you did you wouldn't have fucking ghost me " I said
"We'll bestfriends don't fucking kiss Oliver " he said moving closer to my face
"You know what this isn't getting us no where " I said stepping back
"I'm not even gay " he says
"I'm not either " I said
"Oh come on the way you looked at me Oliver you wanna tell me you don't like men " he said
" your a bitch Regie " I said
"I heard that before that shit doesn't phase me " he said
"You want say your not gay but then pull my fucking pants down " I said
"I was drunk " he said
"SO WAS I " I said louder then him
"You know what fuck you Regie " I said
"FUCK YOU " he said
"Leave Oliver " he said trying to keep his town down
"I hate you " I said leaving
Well that's did nothing
That's was the definition of no progress
Not even that I think we went backwards
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There going backward ...
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I haven't found the right one yet
FanfictionI haven't found the right one yet is a book where Oliver moy can't find the right one and doesn't know why we'll maybe because the right one has been in his face all alone .
