Sweet
Song by Cigarettes After Sex
They say sometimes your heart don't know what it wants sometimes I haven't really understood until that night with regie .
I don't know if I want our friendship back or if I wanna risk it
I don't know if I like him or if I just want love
I don't know if he's the right one
I don't know if he likes me back
I don't know if he's gay
I don't know if he would run away or if he would stay
I don't know if we meant to be together
"Oli?"he says snapping his fingers in my face
"Yes?"i said coming out of my thoughts
"You good you kinda went out for a se-
Not knowing what I was doing was right or not I smashed our lips together wanting to answer all the questions in my head .
Regie pulls back and looked at me
"What the hell " he said
"I'm sorry I didn't know if you wante-
"Oli No it's okay I'm not mad I....look just look " he says
Regie than pulls in and kissed me passionately.
This kiss didn't feel like we both was hurt and needed just to feel something the kiss felt like we both wanted it , it felt genuine.
The kiss wasn't rushed it was a nice and slow passionate kiss .
Regie grabbed me by my waist and pulled me onto his lap so he can be closer towards me .
I could feel his lips were warm and soft and they parted just enough for my tongue to slip in .
He slightly sucked on my tongue a little bit better pulling away
"What?"I said
"What have you been kissing ?"He said
"No one why ?"i said
"You've gotten better "he said
"No I was never a bad kisser asshole "I said
"Are you drunk "he says
"No I'm not drunk are you drunk "I said
"No I'm not "he said
"I like you dumbass "i said
"Well I'm so in love with you "he says making me smile and look away
Regie makes my head turn back toward him
"Your smile is so pretty " he says
"You are just so prefect "he says
"Thank you "I say wrapping my arms around him as if I was giving him a hug and smashed our bodies together
"I wanna stay like this with you forever oli"he said
"It's nice hearing you say that "I said
"You still need help on your kissing tho "he says
I get off of him and walked away to the kitchen
"Where you going " he says
"We cant never just have a cute moment you just have to ruin it "I said
"I'm sorry baby it's true "he said walking after me
Once he caught up to me he turned me around to make him look at him .
"Your such a baby " he says and then leans in to kiss me
"My baby "he says as he picks me up and kissed me
"Aww your blushing "he says as he takes us upstairs to my room
"No I wasn't "I said fixing my face
"I think you were "
"Nope "
"You definitely was oli "
"Cant prove it
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confessions
Sadly this short book is coming towards a end
The next book might take longer to post because I'm going to need to take a break maybe ....
I don't know I say stuff like that and then post the new book 😭
But yeah enjoy this chapter
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I haven't found the right one yet
FanfictionI haven't found the right one yet is a book where Oliver moy can't find the right one and doesn't know why we'll maybe because the right one has been in his face all alone .
