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"I didn't know you could play guitar.", Jimin said as Jungkook came in with his guitar the next day.

"I know you love music so I decided to bring it live.", Jungkook said showing his bunny smile. He sat on the bed with Jimin.

"Thank you.", Jimin said.

Jungkook strummed his guitar and started playing it.

Jimin glared and stayed still. Almost as if the music was bringing back something that had been hidden away.

"Can I see?", Jimin said.

"Of course.", Jungkook said handing it to Jimin.

Jimin strummed the strings as he felt the vibration from the guitar.

"I'll teach you how to play some cords if you want to know.", Jungkook said.

Jimin said nothing as he held it in the right position. He took a deep breath and started playing.

Someone who loves you wouldn't do this.

He couldn't stop. He wanted to stop. He wanted to dig himself in a hole and never come out of it.

"You don't hurt someone you love!"

Jimin then took another deep breath.

"Oh-h, all that I did to try to undo it
All of my pain and all your excuses
I was a kid but I wasn't clueless
Someone who loves you wouldn't do this
All of my past, I tried to erase it
But now I see, would I even change it?
Might share a face and share the last name, but
We are not the same", Jimin sang.

He knew nothing of the song and his tears just came flowing down as if he's played this song a thousand times. His skin felt like worms were crawling over it and his head pain was becoming more severe by the second.

"Jimin stop. Here give it.", Jungkook said trying to grab the guitar.

"Please don't take it. It's all I have.", Jimin started saying.

Jungkook looked at Jimin as he hugged the guitar. Jimin's tears and the shaky hands. Something else was happening with him. He's not meant to be in this isolated hospital.

Suddenly Jimin collapsed on the bed with the guitar. Jungkook ran out of the room and started looking for the doctor.

** warning: abuse
Jimin was in the kitchen as his mother washed the dishes.

"How was the food Jiminie?", His mom said.

"It was really good mom!", Jimin said as he smiled cheerily. But he couldn't see her face... he wanted to see her face.

Father then came in and sat down at the table. The mood was unsettling with him around and Jimin's mom just kept asking if he needed anything.

"No woman. I already said I'm just fucking hungry.", Father said.

She nodded and quickly came back with a bowl of warm soup. She stood there as Father tried it.

"This tastes disgusting!!", Father said standing up. " You can't make anything decent can you?!".

She said nothing and glanced at Jimin. For once he could see her face. The bruised face of hers broke his heart. But she didn't scream back nor did she cry as Father hit her.

In front of their own kid. He gulped his tears and sat there looking at the table cloth. When it was all finished,  Father would leave and his mom would come and hug him.

"Don't cry okay? I won't let him do anything to you so just stay quiet. I love you baby.", His mom would say every day.

"You're back with us Jimin. Hello, do you feel alright?", Doctor Joy asked. Jimin was going to tell her but he knew that it would be mentioned to Yoongi.

Everything that happened to him needed to be told to Yoongi.

"I'm alright Doctor Joy. Thank you. I'm a bit hungry so can I head back to my room.", Jimin said softly.

"Of course.", Doctor Joy said extending her arm. He grabbed it and stumbled back into his room.

"Are you sure everything is alright before I leave you here?", Doctor Joy asked.

Jimin nodded as he looked at his arms. He could remember the bruises as he bit down his lips to not scream nor cry.

Doctor Joy closed the door leaving Jimin all alone in his room again.