The words I wish I would've told you.

to past me

i'm sorry for what i did to you.

i'm sorry your scars still linger
just like he does.

i'm sorry i let you date him
we're over him now, it still wasn't a wise choice. 

i'm sorry we live with guilt from what she did to you. you were young and didn't know what was going on.  now that we do know, i wish i could give you a hug.

i'm sorry i hurt you. i'm sorry we grieved as hard as we did. grandpa wouldn't have wanted us to be like this.

i'm sorry i let him put his arms around you.
it still grosses us out to think he even touched you.

i'm sorry we don't love hard enough. we get that from our dad.

i'm sorry we tried to get validation from guys on the internet. that was dumb of us.

i'm sorry for everything i've put you through.
you didn't deserve it.