I start eating an amara falls asleep so I pick her up an head into the store grabbing a buggy an pushing it into the store an going to the baby section grabbing new cups this big ass box of 500 pampers an i get them in a size larger so she can have time to grow into them
"Do I want sum specific foods" I say tapping my chin an pushing the cart to the formula section an getting 3 big cans of baby formula she's goes thru them so fuckin fast
"I see why I don't come to the store no more " i say breathing hard laughing pushing cart
"Look at her"A random girl says an i give her a stank look looks her up an down
"Aye bitch don't get shot in es mf"i say seeing her turn around so I lift up my shirt to show my Glock an swat my hand towards her tellin her to keep walking
I stay strapped now since niggas like to put they hands on females like that shit coo
I go to the food section an i pick up 2 big big bags of chicken nuggets the good ones an i grab some other shit then go to the chips and grab hella chips
Then I jus start at amara fa a moment while she sleep an jus keep pushing da cart an go to the drinks an i grab 1 case of water I already had 2 at home then 5 water jugs for the baby bottles an i grab body armors an sprite an sum milk
Yes I have room I recently upgraded my fridge Then we go to check out an i grab a few gummy candies for amara since she's been being good today some days are worst than others but I wouldn't choose anyone else to have as my child
"Is this all" the worker says at the check out desk
"Yeah"I say pulling out my card an swiping it putting in my stuff
"Here"he says handing me the receipt
"Thanks have a good day"I say waving at him as I take the receipt then I push the cart out to my car
"Lemme put my baby in first" I say opening the door putting amara in her seat bulking her I an going over turning on the heat then rolling down my window so I don't lock my keys in an start putting the stuff in the drunk
10 minutes later..
I finally get done putting the shit inna car an i push the buggy beside my car an i hop in an pull out of the parking lot stopping at the stop sign an putting my seatbelt on an heading home
2 hours later... after sitting amara in her room an getting all the stuff in my house an Yess I turned the hair room into amara room it's big enough so why not plus I do hair in a shop now
But anyways I call cash we been talking fa couple months
"Cashhhhh"I say seeing him layin in da bed shirtless looking like he jus got up
"Slide on me amara sleep"i say an he smile an nods an hurry up an hops outta da bed
"I'm otw mama"he says pulling a hoodie over his head
"Igh bye stay safe"I say hanging up an going to check amara seeing she sleep an going back in my room an do my hygiene (shavin, my legs,my cat,arms) then I get out an do my skin car an brush my teeth real good before throwing on a bra an sum spandex underwear
25 minutes later... I hear a knock on the door an i just open it thinking it was cash an it wasn't it was gutta an i hurry an try to shut the door back but he to strong an held it open
"WHYYY YOU BEEN IGNORING ME LAYLA"he says yelling at me an i jus back up as he walks closer to me
"Can you jus get out James"i say looking actually frightened an him looking mad asf
"No you gone fuckin come here"he says draggin me to my bedroom by my hair I try not to scream so amara won't wake up an he will do something to her
"Kiss me"gutta says throwing me on the bed an shutting the door an i jus move my face away from him wit my hands sitting on my knees
"Please jus leave gutta"I say crying out trying not to cry more
"Naw you finna come suck me"he says an now how he said it I can tell he isn't drunk or high
"Yo wtf is wrong witchu bitch"he says as I jus look at him with wide eyes when realizing my child's life was in my hands at this point an I can't let this nigga assault me
"Leave now nigga"I say punching him in his face an grabbing my gun out the dresser as he holds his face then looks up
"Bitch you better use it"he says standing up walking towards me an i shoot him in his leg
"I SAID GET THE FUCK OUTTTTTT"I say yelling seeing him stumble back an run out my room an going towards amara room he holds the door
"Naw bitch that way" I say pointing my gun to the front door
"Imma be back fa wats mine" he says draggin his leg out my door an i hurry up an lock it an i jus slide down the door thinking about what to do
5 minutes later... I hear someone knocking on the door an i automatically think it's gutta so I swing the door open an point the gun at cash an hurry an put it down as he opens his eyes wide an i drop it on my counter an run an jump in his arms feeling safe
"He came back"I say as cash carried me back in my apartment an locks the door an we sit on the couch
"What happened layla"cash says as I put my hands up around my face an i start shaking thinking about what happened
"Can you check on amara fa me real quick"I say as I sniffle an wipe my nose
"Yeah ofc I'll be back an he ready to fucking talk"he says in a serious tone an walks in amara room
After he come back amara still sleep an he sit down beside me an i tell him what happened an he starts getting mad I can tell
"Yo imma kill him"cash says getting up an rushing to my door but i stop him from going out of it
"Hey I'm ok we okay" I say speaking of me an amara he cares about that lil girl more then himself
"Naw he almost got her layla this shit ain't it we cant let it fucking pass"he says pushing me off him an then he realized he pushed me an he hugs me
"I'm sorry Ian mean too"he says an i jus nod an look at him an he kisses me
"Bae"he says pulling away from our kiss
"Yes baby" I say smiling up at him
"Y'all movin wit me idc" he says an i nod an kiss him an we start making out real sloppy
TBC.....the abusive nigga backkkkkkk we can't have nothin😒
