Part 35 {single}

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The next day I wake up it's Friday but Ian been feeling good es baby got me going crazy I took amara to the store before schoo so she can have Friday snack day an also I picked sum up for each of her classes to have a lil party or sum idk I jus know my baby been doing good an I was proud

"Hello"i say answering the phone when it from a blocked number but idk who it is cuz I block hella ppl tbh

"How's my babies doin" i heard gutta say making me smile at his voice I missed him I miss sleeping on him and under him I miss it all but I will not fw him again das dead

"They coo wsp" i say as I walk inna house from closing the garage

"Wya cuz I'm here" he says

"I'm not home"I say as he comes an beats on the door so he can hear it thru the phone

"U a lie open the door"he says as I walk to the door hanging up on him then opening feeling the cold breeze hit my skin

"Hurry up"i say as I hold da door open an he walks in

"How's my baby"he says rubbin my belly as I shut da door

"Your baby is fine move"I say walking to the kitchen getting me a water to drink then walking to my living room

"So how we finna parent es kids cuz u always trippen over nun"he says making me get offended

"Bitch u gone fuck around an not see yo kids"I let out scrunching up on the couch scrolling thru hulu

"Stop playin with me fa I really whoop yo ass"he says coming to sit on the couch beside me

"That's what's wrong witchu u always think shits a game"I let out smacking my teeth

"Remember when u whooped my ass cuz I butt dialed u"he says looking over at me making me laugh thinking about all our memories

"You remember when u whooped mine" I say letting an out laugh

"Why u gotta bring it up"he says smacking his teeth getting up off the couch

"Cuz u ain't have no business putting yo hands on me and for me to still be fwu is crazy"I say rolling my eyes at him

"See u still got that stupid ass attitude"he says as I pick up my phone cuz it was ringing

"See u still got that hot ass breath"I say answering my phone

"Hello"i say not hearing nothing for a second

"Umm Yess miss wright" I hear a familiar voice say making me sit up

"Yes that's me" I say thinking about who it could be

"Amara isn't feeling well and she running a high fever"making me kinda freak out

"Okay I'm on my way" I say getting up hanging the phone up sliding on my slides and grabbing my coat

"She didn't even say anything before she got out the car" i say to myself as I grab my keys

"Where you going"gutta says grabbin me

"Amara is sick I gotta go get her" i say looking at him while he just stares into my eyes

"Why u finna cry tho"he says as I look down at my feet

"Cuz she ain't tell me an what if something is really wrong with her she's never been sick before"I say Lowkey freaking out

"Come on imma drive"gutta says grabbing my hand walking me out to the car

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"You gotta get yourself together your finna have another baby" gutta says making breath in and out

"I will I promise"I say putting on a smile opening
the car door

"Just stay in here I'll go get her"he says making me nod an shut it back as I Watch him jog to the school doors

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He holding amara hand coming out the school making me look at her face she looks sad she must not really be feeling well so it's makes me frown as she walks up to the car

"Come sit wit mommy" i say opening the door for her an lift her up on my lap as gutta comes around throwing her backpack in the back as he puts the car in drive

"Let's go to the hospital" i say tapping gutta so he knew

"Igh"he says getting in the right turning lane as I put Netflix on my phone giving it to amara Ian really care if I got sick which I should cuz I gotta another baby in me

"U sure we ready fa another baby"I let out making gutta push the breaks

"James" I say looking over at him like he crazy

"U wanna kill my baby assum" he says making me shake my head no

"Then fuck is u talking about" he says going back to driving

"I'm jus sayin u think we ready" i say looking at him

"It don't matter if we ready or not u already pregnant an u ain't killing my baby so dead that shit fa u fuck around an die"he says with a serious ass face making me roll my eyes

"See this why I can't wait to get away from you"i let out before gutta smacks me in my  face an I feel tears coming down my face

"You not leaving me so fuck out here with that shit"I hear him say my face starts hurting an burning up

I smack tf outta him back fuck he thought

"You not gone keep putting yo hands on me bitch" I say as we pull up into the hospital an i get out an start walking with amara in my hands

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After being in the hospital which felt like forever we finally left she jus needed some medicine an needed to rest I was so happy she ain't have nun major so I got bd to drop us off da crib he wasn't coming in tho so I went to go put amara in my bed going back down stairs to get us something to drink

Gutta left cuz I seen him on the cameras making em smile I look down at my belly an i rub it gonna be so big inna couple of weeks I think to myself

....months later

Im pregnant asf now im 5 months an im looking good as always but I just got another person to take care of now which the pregnancy was going great he had me feeling better then ever he was a chill lil dude or at least I think he a dude idk yet tho Ian wanna know

To be continued.... Honestly I'm finna wrap es story up

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