Recently Y/n has been difficult and Chris has also been stressing so much with trying to help her, keeping his career going, editing videos, recording videos, brainstorming video ideas, responding to fans, concerts, fan meets, etc.
He has even have trouble doing the simplest things like eating, showering, sleeping, cleaning, changing his clothes, and even getting out of bed. He needed his own time to do those things but it's always work, work, work, and work.
Lately Y/n has fallen into a state of severe anxiety and depression, Chris and his family think it's because they've been traveling a lot and having so much fans and going out a lot, plus they always knew that Y/n has never liked going out.
Chris thinks it's just too much. Ever since they got more popular, fans kept popping up and asking for pictures, multiple fan meets a day, photoshoots, interviews, livestreams, hate comments, paparazzi.
It's too much for Y/n. She won't admit it but he knows its too much for her.
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"Hey Chris, Y/n is downstairs" Matt informed the boy, going back downstairs
He got up out of bed and went to his closet, changing into a black ransom tee and some grey sweatpants. Once He changed, He had walked downstairs.
Once he got there he seen Y/n laughing with his mom in the kitchen, she was wearing a black coloured Kristen Stewart sweater and some brown cargo pants that Nick gifted to her.
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He walked over to her and gave her a kiss on the cheek, and she turned to look at him once she felt his soft lips
"Hi my love" He greeted
"Hi" she greeted back, smiling at him
"What are you guys talking about?" He asked, very curiously
"Just giving Y/n some tips about Manchester in New Hampshire" Mary Lou answered in an exciting tone
"Why, what's in Manchester?" Chris asked, in confusion
His mom just looked at Y/n and said "you haven't told him yet?"
Y/n just sat there in silence and then looked at Chris, grabbing him by the arm
"We have to talk... In private" Y/n told
He just followed her upstairs into his room, once he got in and sat on the bed she closed the door and came to sit next to him on the bed but not too close
"Why were you guys talking about Manchester?.." Chris asked, afraid for the answer be was going to be given
"Chris.." Y/n said, knowing that he already found out what's happening
He knew she was moving once she couldn't say it herself
"Why?" He asked
"Because Chris, ever since you got popular my anxiety has gotten worse, knowing that a fan or paparazzi could pop out of nowhere, photoshoots when I don't feel pretty, interviews when I don't know what to say, videos when I don't feel motivated, and just doing things I like are hard for me to do already" Y/n explained in the best way possible
"So your saying that because of my fans and my fame, your moving" Chris said
"Chris it's not exactly like that thou-" She said trying to explain
"No it's exactly like that! You don't want to be with me anymore because your jealous of all the other girls that are in my comments. You just want me to yourself!" Chris yelled, getting up from the bed
"No Chris, I'm not. I'm doing horrible right now and I can't help myself if I have to think about other people!" Y/n yelled back
"But it's not about you! It's not always about you, why do you always make it about you" Chris spoke, looking at his tear eyed girlfriend
She just stood there in disbelief, then she got up from the bed and just walked out the room.
Chris realized what he had said and started chasing Y/n down the stairs
"Y/n." .. "Y/n please stop. I'm sorry!" Chris begged, she just put her shoes on and walked out the door.
He quickly followed her out the door and grabbed her wrist, once she felt his warm hand below hers she immediately turned around
"You think you can just be in everyone's business and tell them what they feel?" Y/n questioned, waiting for an answer from Chris but didn't get one out of it
"You know what Chris" she said, getting so close to Chris' face that he had to look at her no matter what. "Fuck you" she said, pulling her wrist out of Chris' grip.
"Please Y/n, just stop I said I'm sorry"
"Sorry can't fix this Chris. What are we even doing? It's been like this for so long and I just gave up Chris, I can't" Y/n muttered, tears dripping down her face
"Y/n." Chris said, quietly
"Chris, please" Y/n pleaded
Chris just let Y/n go and she turned back around and went to her go, putting the key in ignition and sobbing as she drives away. Chris watched her drive away, as the last goodbye.
- 2 years later -
As Chris was walking down the mall, searching for a certain store. He came across it
"Maxxxed Out @ Mollies"
He and Y/n used to go there at least 5 times a week and just enjoy themselves there.
As he entered the store, he immediately went to go browse at the shirt isle as it was his favourite isle to get the many selection of shirts he owned in his closet
After about 5 minutes of searching for shirts, he hasn't found anything he liked so he was starting to leave before he seen a girl at the counter with 2 other brunettes and a blondie.
The one that caught his eye was wearing a black cropped graphic tanktop with a sword and skull necklace that Matt used to have too and a small black purse paired with a grey jean skirt with a gemmed black belt.
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(or imagine whatever)
She paid for the clothes and grabbed the bag while walking away, laughing with her friend.
When she was walking to the door, he had only seen the side of her face. She seemed so familiar to Chris but a little different.
Y/n L/n.
As she walked out, he followed her out the door and into the parking lot of the mall. He watched her intently hop into the car with the other girls and blast music as they drove off.
CLIFFHANGER!! I will be writing part 2 in my next Chris story but I have Nick and Matt lined up for the next two days.
So sorry I haven't been active at all, but I've been going though a rough time. I just got back from a psych ward and I'm back on track and happier, so don't worry about me but best wishes from your friend -Maxxi
