Seriously there is so much stuff in my life right now that I am absolutely over. Firstly- Migraines. I am at home today (again) because of a migraine. I thought I had one this morning, and thought it was going to come back, and so
1. I was too scared to leave the house
2. I was too tired to function properly anyway
That's why I haven't gone to school today. I really wanted to. I'm being serious.
BUT HONESTLY, WHY DO I HAVE TO LIVE WITH THE FEAR OF THESE THINGS EVERY DAY! YOU GUYS MAY NOT AGREE THAT THEY ARE SCARY, BUT THAT'S BECAUSE YOU HAVEN'T HAD THEM AT LEAST MORE THAN ONCE.
Next thing. I am over the person who asked me out on the 1st of May, and then broke up with me on Wednesday night. Seriously? I mean I knew/know his life is crap, but how does breaking up with me solve that? It doesn't. I don't really care that he broke with me, and you can hardly say that we were going out anyway. Sorry to offend you (you know who you are), but this is just how I feel. Most girls won't feel like this when you break up with them, so you can't just go tossing them to the side because you think your life is crap. Other people's lives are pretty crap as well.
I am also over being constantly tired. It means I can't enjoy life, or at least try to enjoy it. I don't like traipsing around school like a zombie.
Finally, I am over people who can't balance their relationships with their friends. We are trying to be with you, and when you spend someone else's birthday cuddling, people get annoyed. We can't spend time with you separately anymore, and we're getting a little sick of it. I know I had a bit of trouble with the balance, but
A. The person I was dating wasn't in our group of friends, and
B. Only one person cared/cares about me anyway
Again, I don't want to offend you, but that's just how it is.
-Ivy
